{"id":9226,"date":"2017-07-18T02:59:11","date_gmt":"2017-07-17T21:59:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=9226"},"modified":"2020-03-14T11:53:07","modified_gmt":"2020-03-14T07:53:07","slug":"qax-bar%c9%99d%c9%99-duygusal-dusunc%c9%99l%c9%99rim-v%c9%99-ya-duygularimin-m%c9%99nb%c9%99yi-olan-torpaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=9226","title":{"rendered":"Qax bar\u0259d\u0259 duy\u011fusal d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim… v\u0259 ya duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259nb\u0259yi olan torpaq"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alark\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r emosionalam, hiss edir\u0259m ki, duy\u011fular\u0131m hakim k\u0259silib m\u0259n\u0259. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 hissl\u0259rim\u0259 tabe olmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 fikirl\u0259rimi s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/em><\/p>\n

Amma onu da deyim ki, \u0259n s\u0259mimi fikirl\u0259r el\u0259 emosional olark\u0259n deyil\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar yax\u015f\u0131 bilir ki, Az\u0259rbaycana ba\u011fl\u0131 bir insanam. H\u0259r zaman \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131mda V\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 faydal\u0131 olum. \u00d6lk\u0259min b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259rini sevir\u0259m, he\u00e7 zaman g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim v\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259timin b\u00f6y\u00fck hiss\u0259sini t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259n Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 lap \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Amma Qax rayonunun ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r duy\u011fusalla\u015f\u0131ram, \u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259k hissl\u0259r dolur i\u00e7im\u0259, sanki u\u015faq kimi oluram. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim o torpaqlarda ke\u00e7ibdir dey\u0259 bel\u0259 oluram. H\u0259tta bir zamanlar Qax rayonu il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 bir \u015feirimd\u0259 bel\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim var,<\/strong>
\n Babam\u0131n, n\u0259n\u0259min \u0259l izl\u0259ri var.<\/strong>
\n Torpa\u011fa ba\u011fl\u0131yam, sevir\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki<\/strong>
\n G\u00f6z\u0259l \u0130lisum var, Qax\u0131m var m\u0259nim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dem\u0259zdim ki, Qax rayonu Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n dilb\u0259r gu\u015f\u0259sidir. \u018fsla! V\u0259t\u0259nimizin g\u00f6z\u0259l, dilb\u0259r v\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t kimi m\u0259kanlar\u0131 \u00e7oxdur. Ham\u0131s\u0131 da bir-birind\u0259n g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131r, adlar\u0131 dill\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n

X\u00fclas\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yen\u0259 Qaxa g\u0259tirir\u0259m.<\/strong> \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259n yay t\u0259tilin\u0259 Qaxa yollanard\u0131q. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik n\u0259n\u0259-babamla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131za qonaq ged\u0259rdik. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 Qax m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259m d\u0259 ruhumun dinc\u0259ldiyi, h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b gizl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim bir yer\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. G\u00fcnd\u0259lik i\u015fd\u0259n-g\u00fccd\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131lardan v\u0259 probleml\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b can\u0131m\u0131 qurtarmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 birba\u015fa Qaxa ged\u0259rdim. Qaxa ehtiyac\u0131m olanda s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedirdim…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Son bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259 is\u0259 Qax rayonu m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn tamam ba\u015fqa bir anlam k\u0259sb etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. Qax m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259m d\u0259 bir m\u0259suliyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilib.<\/strong> El\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim k\u00f6m\u0259yim\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olan insanlar h\u0259r zaman m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r orada. \u018fn m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259n insanlar var Qaxda. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, onlara g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atandan n\u0259s\u0259 faydam toxunsun. Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun, h\u0259l\u0259 ki ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmay\u0131b Qax camaat\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n dostlarla oturub s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Qaxla ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259r hans\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259ri d\u0259rhal m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131rlar. \u018fn adi x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r olsa bel\u0259, dostlar\u0131m onu m\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir. “\u018fhm\u0259d, x\u0259b\u0259rin oldu da, Qaxa dolu ya\u011f\u0131b, b\u0259zi k\u0259ndl\u0259ri su bas\u0131b”, “Qaxda filan abituriyent 700 bal toplay\u0131b”<\/strong> v\u0259 sair\u0259 bu kimi g\u00fcnd\u0259lik x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n insanlar var. H\u0259r zaman bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn Qax rayonu m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn istirah\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259n daha \u00e7ox m\u0259suliyy\u0259t m\u0259nb\u0259yimdir.<\/strong> H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Qaxa s\u0259f\u0259rimi \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n planla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131ram, hans\u0131 k\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 gedib kiml\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirir\u0259m. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, Qaxdak\u0131 xeyir-\u015f\u0259r m\u0259clisl\u0259rind\u0259 yax\u0131ndan i\u015ftirak edim. T\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131qdan uzaq s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, amma h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 sad\u0259 qaxl\u0131larla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259lik qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar m\u0259n\u0259. B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00fccs\u00fcz oluram, \u0259lacs\u0131z qal\u0131ram, insanlara nec\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m dey\u0259 vurnuxuram.<\/strong> Amma yen\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259st\u0259k verm\u0259yi unutmuram.<\/p>\n

Tez-tez dostlar\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 zarafatyana irad tuturlar ki, niy\u0259 h\u0259r zaman Qaxdak\u0131 qay\u011f\u0131lar bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, \u0259sas\u0259n Qax rayonundak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259rini qabard\u0131rsan?! Tam s\u0259mimi deyir\u0259m ki, bunun s\u0259b\u0259bi Qaxl\u0131 oldu\u011fum\u00e7\u00fcn deyil. Qaxda do\u011fuldu\u011fum v\u0259 Qaxda qohum-\u0259qrabalar\u0131m\u0131n ya\u015famas\u0131 da buna s\u0259b\u0259b say\u0131la bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

S\u0259b\u0259b \u00e7ox sad\u0259dir.<\/strong> Art\u0131q anlay\u0131ram ki, m\u0259nim Qaxa ehtiyac\u0131m oldu\u011fu kimi, Qaxdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n da m\u0259nim k\u00f6m\u0259yim\u0259 ehtiyaclar\u0131 var. H\u0259r yerd\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n sad\u0259 qaxl\u0131lar m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng edir, yaz\u0131rlar. Bu insanlar\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzanan \u0259ll\u0259rini geri \u00e7evirm\u0259k m\u0259nim h\u0259yat prinsipl\u0259riml\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n uzla\u015fm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Odur ki, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sa\u011fam, ya\u015fay\u0131ram, h\u0259r zaman Qaxl\u0131lar\u0131n xidm\u0259tind\u0259 olacam. \u00c7\u00fcnki, m\u0259ni son m\u0259nzil\u0259 yola salacaq insanlar m\u0259hz onlar olacaq. Allah h\u0259l\u0259 uzun ill\u0259r birlikd\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131 qism\u0259t etsin bizl\u0259r\u0259, \u0259ziz Qaxl\u0131lar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<\/strong>
\n 18 \u0130yul 2017-ci il<\/strong>
\n Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alark\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r emosionalam, hiss edir\u0259m ki, duy\u011fular\u0131m hakim k\u0259silib m\u0259n\u0259. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 hissl\u0259rim\u0259 tabe olmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 fikirl\u0259rimi s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m. Amma onu da deyim ki,… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":12702,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[62,90,60,17,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9226","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aktual","category-mullif-yazilari","category-qax-rayonu","category-xbrlr","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/shahidov-1.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9226","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9226"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9226\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12704,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9226\/revisions\/12704"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12702"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9226"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9226"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9226"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}