{"id":7156,"date":"2015-03-16T01:42:42","date_gmt":"2015-03-15T21:42:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=7156"},"modified":"2020-03-12T15:10:45","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T11:10:45","slug":"%c9%99sirl%c9%99rimiz-ucun-n%c9%99-ed%c9%99-bil%c9%99rik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=7156","title":{"rendered":"\u018fsirl\u0259rimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259rik?…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nDilq\u0259m \u018fsg\u0259rov v\u0259 \u015eahbaz Quliyev bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, b\u0259s biz n\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131yandan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rim, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m v\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, anam s\u0259h\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m ki, yolu ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 hadis\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259r, atam telefona cavab verm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 tez a\u011fl\u0131ma m\u0259nfi fikirl\u0259r g\u0259lib, o\u011flumu ba\u011f\u00e7aya apar\u0131b ev\u0259 qay\u0131danda narahat olmu\u015fam ki, bird\u0259n o\u011flumu ba\u011f\u00e7ada m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259si vurar v\u0259 ya n\u0259 bilim, m\u0259n xaricd\u0259 olanda ail\u0259min m\u0259n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olar v\u0259 sair\u0259. Bu fikirl\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259dir, bu hissl\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram v\u0259 daha m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram – g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 anama z\u0259ng edir\u0259m, kefini soru\u015furam, atamla daha \u00e7ox vaxt ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, g\u00fcna\u015f\u0131r\u0131 o\u011flumun ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131na q\u0259fil gedib yoxlay\u0131ram\u2026 v\u0259 inan\u0131n ki, rahatlay\u0131ram. H\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm rahat oluram, h\u0259m d\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n rahat ya\u015famas\u0131na \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.<\/em>
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259n olan h\u0259mv\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rimizl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259n sonra i\u00e7im\u0259 bir qay\u011f\u0131 da dolub. H\u0259r zaman o iki \u015f\u0259xsi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m – g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n erm\u0259nil\u0259r onlara n\u0259 deyir, nec\u0259 t\u0259hqir edir, al\u00e7ald\u0131r, d\u00f6y\u00fcr v\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259r? H\u0259r g\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 onlar\u0131 soyuq kamerada i\u00e7g\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qoyur, ac burax\u0131r v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r onlara? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, Dilq\u0259m v\u0259 \u015eahbaz gec\u0259l\u0259r nec\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r v\u0259 Allaha nec\u0259 dualar edirl\u0259r\u2026 v\u0259 bizim onlar\u0131 azad ed\u0259c\u0259yimizi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r? G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 art\u0131q bir ilin i\u00e7ind\u0259 qocal\u0131blar, \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qatlan\u0131blar \u00f6lm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini saxlay\u0131blar intihar etm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026 bir Allah bilir.
\nBir anl\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc onlar\u0131n yerin\u0259 qoyuram. Ya onlar\u0131n yerin\u0259, ya da onlar\u0131n yax\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259. \u00c7\u00fcnki, o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, o ac\u0131n\u0131 duymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k onu ya\u015fayasan.
\nBir anl\u0131q fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, Dilq\u0259m \u018fsg\u0259rov m\u0259nim atamd\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n onun do\u011fmaca o\u011fluyam. M\u0259n Bak\u0131dayam, atam is\u0259 erm\u0259ni \u0259sirliyind\u0259. He\u00e7 bir s\u0259s-sora\u011f yoxdur atamdan, sad\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259 erm\u0259ni m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda atam\u0131n foto v\u0259 video g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m v\u0259 d\u0259li oluram. Atam\u0131n o v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k bir o\u011ful kimi m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr, fikirl\u0259\u015fin, g\u00f6r\u00fcn atam n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir\u2026 sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k bel\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir.<\/strong>
\nBir o\u011ful kimi b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla atam\u0131n xilas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015faram. Bilmir\u0259m, konkret n\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259m, hara ged\u0259r\u0259m, amma evd\u0259 bo\u015f oturmaram. D\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n xahi\u015f ed\u0259r\u0259m, insanlardan, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bildiyim h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m, b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259firlikl\u0259rin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259m, BMT, AT\u018fT, Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 Xa\u00e7, n\u0259 bilim daha haralara ged\u0259r\u0259m. Yalvararam, a\u011flayaram, xahi\u015f ed\u0259r\u0259m, t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259r\u0259m, yaxas\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b atam\u0131n \u0259sirlikd\u0259n burax\u0131lmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 edilm\u0259sini ist\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m.
\nAllahdan ist\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m, gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz dualar ed\u0259r\u0259m Yaradana! \u0130nsanlar e\u015fitm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, Allah h\u0259r \u015feyi e\u015fid\u0259n v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259ndir!
\nG\u0259lin, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259k ki, Dilq\u0259m \u018fsg\u0259rov v\u0259 \u015eahbaz Quliyev t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nim atam deyil, sizin \u0259miniz, day\u0131n\u0131z, qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r! Ham\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 ed\u0259k, n\u0259s\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faq. H\u0259r \u015feyi d\u00f6vl\u0259tin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 buraxmayaq, \u00e7\u00fcnki biz d\u0259 bu c\u0259miyy\u0259tin bir par\u00e7as\u0131y\u0131q. Atam\u0131z i\u015fd\u0259n gec g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, anam\u0131z\u0131n telefonuna z\u0259ng \u00e7atmayanda nec\u0259 narahat oluruqsa, Dilq\u0259m v\u0259 \u015eahbaz bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 narahat olaq!
\nXaricd\u0259 oxuyan t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r, ya\u015fayan v\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, sad\u0259c\u0259 turist kimi hans\u0131sa \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259r ed\u0259n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar, bilin ki, Dilq\u0259m v\u0259 \u015eahbaz sizl\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Onlar g\u00f6yd\u0259 Allah, yerd\u0259 is\u0259 sizd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 umur v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir! Qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 onlar haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n, h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259niz Dilq\u0259m v\u0259 \u015eahbazla ba\u015flas\u0131n. Yorulmay\u0131n, \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259yin, utanmay\u0131n, usanmay\u0131n! Eybi yox, xaricd\u0259 siz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na dayanan bu d\u0259linin kim oldu\u011funu soru\u015fub q\u0259h-q\u0259h\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r. Amma siz yolunuzdan d\u00f6nm\u0259yin! \u00c7\u00fcnki, sizin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 etdiyinizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n iki n\u0259f\u0259r var – Dilq\u0259m \u018fsg\u0259rov v\u0259 \u015eahbaz Quliyev. Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yolda qoymayaq! Atam\u0131z\u0131 yolda qoymayaq! Qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 darda qoymayaq!<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<\/strong>
\n 14 Mart 2015-ci il<\/strong>
\n Vyana \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, Avstriya<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dilq\u0259m \u018fsg\u0259rov v\u0259 \u015eahbaz Quliyev bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, b\u0259s biz n\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik?! \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131yandan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rim, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m v\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, anam s\u0259h\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m ki, yolu… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7600,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[90,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7156","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mullif-yazilari","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/shahidov.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7156","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7156"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7156\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7601,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7156\/revisions\/7601"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7600"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7156"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7156"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7156"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}