{"id":677,"date":"2009-11-01T02:42:01","date_gmt":"2009-10-31T23:42:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=677"},"modified":"2020-03-12T15:12:12","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T11:12:12","slug":"s%c9%99n-qalib-g%c9%99l%c9%99c%c9%99ks%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=677","title":{"rendered":"S\u018fN QAL\u0130B G\u018fL\u018fC\u018fKS\u018fN!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 Allahdan \u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyim \u015fey s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, ruhuna, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na a\u015fiq oldu\u011fum Z\u0259limxan Yaqubun tezlikl\u0259 sa\u011falmas\u0131d\u0131r&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, s\u00f6hb\u0259tini \u015firin dedi, xo\u015f dedi,<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcn birc\u0259 an\u0131 da qoy ke\u00e7m\u0259sin bo\u015f\u201d, &#8211; dedi.<br \/>\n\u201cD\u0259niz kimi dal\u011falan, \u00e7aylar kimi co\u015f\u201d, &#8211; dedi.<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n e\u015fqi, \u0259s\u0259ri s\u0259ni \u015fair el\u0259di!<!--more--><\/em><\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdim. H\u0259yat\u0131mda ilk d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131ram, amma \u0259qlimd\u0259 bir s\u00f6z tapa bilmir\u0259m, \u0259ksin\u0259 q\u0259lbim partlay\u0131r, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki q\u0259mi, k\u0259d\u0259ri, h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00e7ol\u0259 atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 hey \u201cYaz, yaz\u201d deyir. Odur ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k deyil, duyaraq q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Onu \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. Bir insan kimi sevir\u0259m, \u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli anlar\u0131mda \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuyub h\u0259yata d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131mla sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fair kimi sevir\u0259m Z\u0259limxan Yaqubu. \u00c7\u00fcnki, onun v\u00fccudu t\u0259kc\u0259 Z\u0259limxan Yaqubdan ibar\u0259t deyil. Onda h\u0259r \u015fey var \u2013 h\u0259yat var, sevgi var, V\u0259t\u0259n ac\u0131s\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259ti var, a\u011fsaqqallara h\u00f6rm\u0259t, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 sayq\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ik\u0259n Z\u0259limxan Yaqubu tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m, he\u00e7 ad\u0131n\u0131 da e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Lakin ruhumda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 buc\u00fcr s\u00f6z ustad\u0131na ehtiyac var idi. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131 d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda art\u0131q d\u00f6vr\u00fc m\u0259tbuatla, \u0259d\u0259biyyatla maraqlanma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m ki, Z\u0259limxan Yaqubun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ilkin n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Z\u0259limxan Yaqub sad\u0259c\u0259 \u015fair deyil,<br \/>\nAllahdan g\u00fcc alan, Allah\u0131n hikm\u0259tini ka\u011f\u0131za k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259n bir na\u015firdir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>K\u00f6n\u00fcl dostum bir G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdi, bir Ayd\u0131,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259ki haqdan g\u0259l\u0259n harayd\u0131,<br \/>\nZ\u0259limxan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi bir sarayd\u0131,<br \/>\nQonaq olun, ey Allah\u0131 sev\u0259nl\u0259r!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259limxan dey\u0259c\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki Z\u0259limxan Yaqub m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131nd\u0131r. H\u0259yatda birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259m d\u0259 onunla, dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn onun s\u00f6z\u00fc, \u015feiri il\u0259 h\u0259yata ba\u011flan\u0131ram. Q\u0259lbim, ruhum onu \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r. Allaha yax\u0131n adamd\u0131r Z\u0259limxan. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, deyirl\u0259r \u015fairl\u0259r Allah\u0131n yerd\u0259ki el\u00e7il\u0259ridir. Amma Z\u0259limxan \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck el\u00e7idir. \u00c7\u00fcnki, onun q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r insan\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 bal kimi s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 insan\u0131n ruhunu ox\u015fay\u0131r. \u00d6z \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Allah\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanan v\u0259 bu inanc\u0131 \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 oxucular\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131ran \u015fair \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l deyib:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Ulu bir ziyar\u0259tin yolunda z\u0259vvar olduq,<br \/>\nAllah bizim yar\u0131m\u0131z, biz Allaha yar olduq.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259ldik, biz t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n var olduq,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259r sudan duru, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r Aydan ar\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 K\u0259b\u0259nin qap\u0131lar\u0131!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259 Allah dey\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 Allah\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 insanlara xat\u0131rladan Z\u0259limxan sanki Allah\u0131n yerd\u0259ki k\u00f6lg\u0259sidir. Onu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 televizor ekranlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Onun odlu-alovlu \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n, mill\u0259t, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, Allah bar\u0259d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259li \u015feirl\u0259r \u00e7ox xo\u015fuma g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ekranlarda Z\u0259limxan\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 ayaq saxlay\u0131b ona diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131m, el\u0259 indi d\u0259 as\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259limxan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 Z\u0259limxan deyil, eyni zamanda Yunus \u018fmr\u0259, \u015eah \u0130smay\u0131l X\u0259tai, B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259 d\u0259 var. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131nda Yunus \u018fmr\u0259d\u0259n sitatlar g\u0259tir\u0259n Z\u0259limxan\u0131n el\u0259 \u201cx\u0259miri\u201d d\u0259 m\u0259hz Yunus \u018fmr\u0259d\u0259n yo\u011frulub. Onun h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda, fikirl\u0259rind\u0259 Yunus \u018fmr\u0259 d\u0259sti-x\u0259tti duyulmaqdad\u0131r ki, bu da b\u0259\u015f\u0259ri f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259nin ana x\u0259ttini t\u0259\u015fkil etm\u0259kd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259limxan\u0131n \u00f6z\u0259lliyi bir d\u0259 ondad\u0131r ki, onun yarad\u0131cl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda konkret hans\u0131sa istiqam\u0259t deyil, h\u0259yat\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn sah\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fczr\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Z\u0259limxan Yaqubun k\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259 Allah, V\u0259t\u0259n, torpaq, mill\u0259t, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, ail\u0259, d\u00f6vl\u0259t haqq\u0131nda d\u0259y\u0259rli fikirl\u0259r yer al\u0131r, onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda t\u0259kc\u0259 Allaha, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, valideynl\u0259r\u0259 deyil, eyni zamanda \u00f6vladlara, a\u011fsaqqallara, dostlara m\u00fcnasib\u0259t s\u0259rgil\u0259nir. H\u0259yatda insan \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n nec\u0259 ya\u015famas\u0131, onun \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rm\u0259si t\u0259svir olunur, h\u0259yata n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259yimiz v\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 can atmal\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z t\u00f6vsiyy\u0259 olunur:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m, torpa\u011f\u0131m var, g\u00f6y\u00fcm var,<br \/>\nBir \u00fcr\u0259yim, kaman\u0131m var, neyim var.<br \/>\nBu V\u0259t\u0259nin ke\u015fiyind\u0259 n\u0259yim var:<br \/>\nBir \u00f6vlad\u0131m, bir q\u0259l\u0259mim, bir saz\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/shahidov\/4053518816\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft\" style=\"margin: 5px;\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2513\/4053518816_d91e647d06.jpg\" alt=\"zelimxan-1\" width=\"454\" height=\"500\" \/><\/a>H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, canl\u0131 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olmaq arzusunda idim. Z\u0259limxana o q\u0259d\u0259r vurulmu\u015fdum, sevmi\u015fdim ki, x\u0259yallar\u0131mda onu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sl\u0259r s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s insanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimi a\u011fl\u0131ma bel\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdim. Sa\u011f olsun publisist dostum Qan Tural\u0131. S\u00fcr\u0259kli xahi\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259kidl\u0259rimi yerd\u0259 qoymad\u0131. S\u00f6z verdi ki, m\u0259ni Z\u0259limxan Yaqubla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. N\u0259hay\u0259t o g\u00fcn g\u0259ldi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, onun \u0259lini s\u0131xmaq \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 nail oldum. Uzaqdan m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca, \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irirdim. G\u0259ncliyimin arzusu olan Z\u0259limxan Yaqub art\u0131q qocalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na a\u011f qar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, lakin onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda hiss etdim ki, q\u0259lbi v\u0259 ruhu il\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 cavand\u0131r. Onun Allaha, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 sevgisi, saf sevgiy\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Onunla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259tim g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z oldu\u011fundan \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idim, \u00e7\u00fcnki h\u0259r g\u00fcn oxudu\u011fum Z\u0259limxan \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n hans\u0131n\u0131 onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131 dey\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Amma qar\u015f\u0131mda xalq \u015fairi Z\u0259limxan Yaqub oturmu\u015fdu. S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259si \u015feir kimi s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n Z\u0259limxan Yaqub m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc verirdi. O dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 h\u00fczur v\u0259 rahatl\u0131q g\u0259lirdi. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 sevincd\u0259n partlay\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m \u00e7\u00fcnki. Bir daha \u0259min oldum ki, Z\u0259limxan \u015feir yazark\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb-da\u015f\u0131nm\u0131r, sad\u0259c\u0259 qeybd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sin h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Saza, s\u00f6z\u0259 vur\u011fun insan&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Onun dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 sanki ana laylas\u0131, azan s\u0259si kimi saf g\u0259lirdi. O dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca, i\u00e7imd\u0259 h\u0259yatdak\u0131 bir \u00e7ox m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 ba\u015f qald\u0131ran m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t hissini duyurdum. Allah\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259 hiss edirdim, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fumu duyurdum, valideynl\u0259rim\u0259, ail\u0259m\u0259 sar\u0131lma\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm, dostlara, do\u011fmalar\u0131ma sadiq olma\u011f\u0131n z\u0259ruriliyini anlay\u0131rd\u0131m, s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259slind\u0259 h\u0259rfl\u0259rd\u0259n, filoloq dili il\u0259 des\u0259k, sad\u0259c\u0259 foneml\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t oldu\u011funu deyil, \u0259slind\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varl\u0131q oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>S\u0259nsiz m\u0259nim bir m\u0259clisim,<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259nliyim olarm\u0131 he\u00e7?<br \/>\nAd\u0131n il\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259,<br \/>\nAh\u0259nginl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259,<br \/>\nSin\u0259m s\u00f6zl\u0259 dolarm\u0131 he\u00e7?<br \/>\nQorqud d\u0259d\u0259m, ozan babam!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Amma son g\u00fcnl\u0259r xeyli d\u0259rdliy\u0259m, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki q\u0259mi, q\u00fcss\u0259ni bo\u011fa bilmir\u0259m. Yax\u0131nlar\u0131m, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 anam m\u0259nim bel\u0259 fikirli olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fdu. Dedim, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259yib. Dem\u0259dim, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu m\u0259nim i\u00e7 k\u0259d\u0259rimdir. \u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ba\u015fqa, he\u00e7 kim anlaya bilm\u0259z m\u0259ni. \u018fn \u00e7ox sevdiyim s\u00f6z adam\u0131, ustad hesab etdiyim Z\u0259limxan Yaqubun s\u0259hh\u0259tind\u0259 probleml\u0259r yaran\u0131b. M\u0259tbuatdan e\u015fitdim ki, onu x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apar\u0131blar, h\u0259tta xaric\u0259 gedib c\u0259rrahiyy\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 olunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u00dcr\u0259yim \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m onu. Amma \u00fcmidliy\u0259m yen\u0259, bilir\u0259m ki, Z\u0259limxan yen\u0259 sa\u011falacaq, yen\u0259 oxucular\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xacaq, yen\u0259 yazacaq, yen\u0259 yaradacaq k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri f\u0259th ed\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259rini:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>S\u0131x\u0131lma, ey \u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\nT\u0259ngim\u0259, ey n\u0259f\u0259sim.<br \/>\nSolma, \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim,<br \/>\nEnm\u0259, ucalan s\u0259sim.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259yi ist\u0259mir\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259yata, insanl\u0131\u011fa<br \/>\n\u0130nam b\u0259simdir, b\u0259sim.<br \/>\nNur verirs\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n adl\u0131 gur ocaq<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259l olacaq!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n inan\u0131ram ki, Z\u0259limxan Yaqub tezlikl\u0259 sa\u011fal\u0131b Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259m onunla. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r Allah vergisin\u0259 malik, s\u00f6z\u00fcn qalas\u0131n\u0131 yaratm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t buc\u00fcr asanl\u0131qla t\u0259slim olamaz x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259. Onu yaradan Allah, ona bu istedad\u0131 ver\u0259n Allah onu yenid\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 sa\u011flam qaytaracaq, ona yenid\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s fikirl\u0259ri ka\u011f\u0131za h\u0259kk etm\u0259y\u0259 imkan ver\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259n Allah\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 inan\u0131ram, Z\u0259limxan Yaqubun g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259, irad\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnki yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc yaradan Allah t\u0259k oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r, xalq \u015fairi Z\u0259limxan Yaqub da s\u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259 t\u0259kdir!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Add\u0131mba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fan \u015firim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcms\u00fcz\u00fcm, \u00f6lm\u0259zim, \u0259b\u0259di dirim m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nGur ocaqlar yand\u0131ran oca\u011f\u0131m, pirim m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz minl\u0259rl\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 minim yox, birim m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nAllah \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0259kdir, baxma meydanda t\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n!<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong>D\u0259rin h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259,<br \/>\nZ\u0259limxan Yaqub s\u0259n\u0259tinin vur\u011funu<br \/>\nfilologiya elml\u0259ri namiz\u0259di \u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 Allahdan \u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyim \u015fey s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, ruhuna, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na a\u015fiq oldu\u011fum Z\u0259limxan Yaqubun tezlikl\u0259 sa\u011falmas\u0131d\u0131r&#8230; S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, s\u00f6hb\u0259tini \u015firin dedi, xo\u015f dedi, \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcn birc\u0259 an\u0131 da qoy ke\u00e7m\u0259sin bo\u015f\u201d, &#8211;&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":4221,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[90,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-677","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mullif-yazilari","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/4053518816_d91e647d06.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/677","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=677"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/677\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12636,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/677\/revisions\/12636"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4221"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=677"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=677"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=677"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}