{"id":5010,"date":"2013-03-29T18:07:15","date_gmt":"2013-03-29T14:07:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=5010"},"modified":"2013-03-29T21:05:29","modified_gmt":"2013-03-29T17:05:29","slug":"yalnizliq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=5010","title":{"rendered":"YALNIZLIQ"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/oGRhjIQQ10Q?rel=0\" height=\"488\" width=\"650\" allowfullscreen=\"\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/ahmad25.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-5011\" alt=\"ahmad\" src=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/ahmad25-292x292.jpg\" width=\"292\" height=\"292\" \/><\/a>Sanki do\u011fu\u015fdan t\u0259k m\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nbu d\u00fcnyaya<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rdir t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fay\u0131ram<br \/>\nbu qoca d\u00fcnyada<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 kims\u0259m yox!<br \/>\nSalamla\u015fma\u011fa, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 uzaqdan<br \/>\n\u0259l sallay\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 kefimi sorma\u011fa.<br \/>\nBir dostum yox!<br \/>\nTan\u0131\u015f\u0131m yox!<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131zam h\u0259yatda, yapa yaln\u0131z,<br \/>\nbayqu\u015flar kimi!<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r<br \/>\nt\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131ram k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri<br \/>\no yana, bu yana<br \/>\nd\u0259lil\u0259r kimi!<br \/>\nSanki g\u0259lib ke\u00e7\u0259n insanlar<br \/>\nm\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcr, m\u0259ni e\u015fitmir,<br \/>\nKims\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n saat soru\u015fmur<br \/>\nKims\u0259 metroya nec\u0259 getm\u0259yi.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 dil\u0259n\u00e7i d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir m\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\ng\u0259lib yan\u0131mdan \u00f6ts\u0259 d\u0259.<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar qa\u00e7\u0131r m\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nm\u0259n onlara t\u0259r\u0259f gets\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131x\u0131l\u0131ram bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131qdan,<br \/>\nbu kims\u0259sizlikd\u0259n, bu s\u0259ssizlikd\u0259n<br \/>\nqa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir\u0259m uzaqlara,<br \/>\nimkan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckc\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131ram da.<br \/>\nGah t\u0259hsil dal\u0131yca gedir\u0259m<br \/>\nsoyuq-\u015faxtal\u0131 q\u00fcrb\u0259t ell\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nGah da g\u0259zm\u0259k ad\u0131yla gedir\u0259m<br \/>\nyax\u0131n-uzaq bir yerl\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nGah da s\u0259b\u0259bsiz-filans\u0131z<br \/>\npenc\u0259yimi \u00e7iynim\u0259 at\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram evd\u0259n.<br \/>\nHara m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdursa, harda \u00e7oxlu insan varsa,<br \/>\nora gedir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u04d8l \u00e7\u0259kmir m\u0259nd\u0259n yaln\u0131zl\u0131q duy\u011fusu.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 yaln\u0131zam!<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00fcrb\u0259t eld\u0259 bir d\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qoxusu dolur i\u00e7im\u0259,<br \/>\nYadelli insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259kl\u0259nir\u0259m,<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 kims\u0259 tapa bilmir\u0259m<br \/>\nYen\u0259 yaln\u0131zl\u0131q al\u0131r m\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131na.<br \/>\nBa\u015flay\u0131ram dar\u0131xma\u011fa, burnumun ucu g\u00f6yn\u0259yir<br \/>\no yerl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259zdiyim, dola\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nyaln\u0131z olsam da g\u0259zi\u015fdiyim o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nBir an i\u00e7ind\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m<br \/>\nsanki kims\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi<br \/>\nsanki kims\u0259 m\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131layacaqm\u0131\u015f kimi<br \/>\nsanki m\u0259n\u0259 &#8220;Xo\u015f g\u0259ldin&#8221; dey\u0259c\u0259k insanlar varm\u0131\u015f kimi<br \/>\nyen\u0259 d\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcnk\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131ma.<br \/>\nQay\u0131d\u0131ram!<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck co\u015fqu il\u0259,<br \/>\nb\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcmid v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck inamla<br \/>\ng\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram h\u0259min k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nH\u0259min k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259! H\u0259min insanlar!<br \/>\nG\u0259lib ke\u00e7irl\u0259r yen\u0259 yan\u0131mdan<br \/>\nyen\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrl\u0259r m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nH\u0259min yollar! H\u0259min ma\u015f\u0131nlar<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r yan\u0131mdan<br \/>\naz qala m\u0259ni vururmu\u015f kimi<br \/>\ng\u00f6rm\u00fcrl\u0259r m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n, ham\u0131dan \u0259limi \u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fcm an<br \/>\nbiri uzaqdan \u0259l yell\u0259yir m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nSevindim!<br \/>\nBir az da yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nm\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi<br \/>\nSevincim bir az da art\u0131rd\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259yatda t\u0259k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\n\u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt idim.<br \/>\nG\u0259ldi \u00e7atd\u0131, yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b<br \/>\nqula\u011f\u0131ma p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131<br \/>\n&#8220;Salam, dostum&#8221; dedi,<br \/>\n&#8220;\u04d8leykum salam&#8221; dedim.<br \/>\nDedi &#8220;M\u0259n yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fam&#8221;<br \/>\nDurdum baxd\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259<br \/>\n&#8220;S\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259k buraxmaram,<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 dostam bug\u00fcnd\u0259n&#8221; s\u00f6yl\u0259di&#8230;<br \/>\nDedi v\u0259 \u00e7evrilib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi.<br \/>\nQald\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda<br \/>\nT\u0259k t\u0259nha, yapa yaln\u0131z!<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m ki, t\u0259k deyil\u0259m daha<br \/>\n\u0130kimizik bu h\u0259yatda<br \/>\nM\u0259n v\u0259 yaln\u0131zl\u0131q!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u04d8hm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> 29 Mart 2013-c\u00fc il saat 02:05, Bak\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sanki do\u011fu\u015fdan t\u0259k m\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyaya \u0130ll\u0259rdir t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fay\u0131ram bu qoca d\u00fcnyada He\u00e7 kims\u0259m yox! Salamla\u015fma\u011fa, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 uzaqdan \u0259l sallay\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 kefimi sorma\u011fa. Bir dostum yox!&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5011,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-seirlrim"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/ahmad25.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5010"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5010\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5011"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}