{"id":3558,"date":"2012-11-18T10:56:34","date_gmt":"2012-11-18T06:56:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=3558"},"modified":"2020-03-12T15:06:08","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T11:06:08","slug":"m%c9%99ni-taniyanlar-romani-oxuyub-barmagini-disl%c9%99y%c9%99c%c9%99k-ki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=3558","title":{"rendered":"\u201cM\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar roman\u0131 oxuyub barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k ki…\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"musahibe1\"<\/a>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov: \u201cO qad\u0131n ola bilsin ki, oxuyub roman\u0131\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

“H\u0259l\u0259 ki sirli qalma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131yam…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n biz jurnalistl\u0259r kiml\u0259rins\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qlamal\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanda yerimizd\u0259 qurcuxuruq. \u201cN\u0259 bundan m\u00fcsahib\u0259 alard\u0131m?\u201d- dey\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firik, y\u0259ni \u201cn\u0259 ni\u015fangaha g\u0259liiiir?…\u201d.
\nG\u0259nc \u015fair \u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidovun yeni n\u0259\u015fr olunmu\u015f kitablar\u0131ndan birinin ad\u0131n\u0131n \u201cSevdiyim qad\u0131n\u201d oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 eyni hissi ke\u00e7irdim. Amma m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259sirdi. Biz c\u0259mi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay \u00f6nc\u0259 \u201cM\u0259rk\u0259z\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q: \u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov deputat G\u00fcl\u0259r \u018fhm\u0259dovan\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi, m\u0259n is\u0259 \u201cM\u0259rk\u0259z\u201d q\u0259zetinin redaktoru kimi.<\/p>\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 suallar var idi ki, onlar\u0131 b\u0259zi s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. N\u0259hay\u0259t, pe\u015f\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259liyi il\u0259 insanl\u0131q normalar\u0131 ortaq m\u0259xr\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r i\u00e7imd\u0259. He\u00e7 birini incitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 s\u00f6z verib, yola d\u00fcz\u0259ldim…<\/p>\n

Budur, bu da m\u00fcsahib\u0259. M\u00fcsahibimin d\u0259, m\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259ri dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyimiz, amma oxucuya da x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fcsahib\u0259. B\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259tiyi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, b\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 m\u00fcsahibimin ustal\u0131qla at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cNi\u015fangah\u201d rubrikas\u0131… Bel\u0259likl\u0259, Modern.az sayt\u0131 yeni rubrikaya start verir…<\/p>\n

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– \u018fhm\u0259d b\u0259y, iki kitab\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. \u201cGec\u0259l\u0259r a\u011flayan qad\u0131n\u201d \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cSevdiyim qad\u0131n\u201d roman\u0131. \u201cSevdiyim qad\u0131n\u201d roman\u0131 \u0259n \u00e7ox m\u00fczakir\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259 olan \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r siyah\u0131s\u0131na daxil olmaqdad\u0131r. Romanda n\u0259d\u0259n b\u0259hs olunur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u201cSevdiyim qad\u0131n\u201d roman\u0131 iki g\u0259nc aras\u0131nda olan s\u0259mimi sevgi m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259hs edir. G\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u015fairdir, eyni zamanda elmi f\u0259aliyy\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olur. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn prosesl\u0259r \u0259sas\u0259n Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetind\u0259 c\u0259r\u0259yan edir. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ki, roman\u0131 \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131mda olan b\u0259zi m\u0259qamlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurum. H\u0259tta bir \u00e7ox insanlar roman\u0131 oxuyur v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir ki, oradak\u0131 \u0259sas q\u0259hr\u0259man Eyvaz m\u0259n\u0259m. Amma romanla m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131m aras\u0131nda he\u00e7 bir \u0259laq\u0259 yoxdur, sad\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mdan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u201cbe\u015f d\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 iki-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259lav\u0259 etm\u0259kl\u0259\u201d ortaya maraql\u0131 bir \u0259s\u0259r qoyma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

– Amma h\u0259r halda Eyvaz sizsiniz? S\u0259mimi cavab verin, l\u00fctf\u0259n…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, m\u0259n deyil\u0259m, q\u0259tiyy\u0259n. \u0130nan\u0131rs\u0131z, evd\u0259 d\u0259 oxuyublar roman\u0131. H\u0259tta h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m art\u0131q roman\u0131n 20 s\u0259hif\u0259sini oxuyan kimi ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bli bax\u0131\u015flarla baxma\u011fa ki, filank\u0259s kimdir, m\u0259n bilir\u0259m s\u0259n filan vaxt\u0131 bel\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015fdin, burada da yazm\u0131san. V\u0259 bel\u0259likl\u0259 romandak\u0131 o uydurma yerl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 intensiv suallar verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ki, romanda uydurma m\u0259qamlar \u00e7ox olmas\u0131n, amma var t\u0259bii ki. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 Slavyan Universitetini bitirmi\u015f\u0259m, ordak\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259man da Slavyan Universitetini bitirib. H\u0259min universitetd\u0259 elmi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r, orada bir m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olur, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n 5 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck evli bir xan\u0131mla. Onlar saf bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. \u018fs\u0259rd\u0259ki Eyvaz o qad\u0131na \u015feirl\u0259r h\u0259sr edir. Amma bu g\u0259ncin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fi yaln\u0131z yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r – h\u0259m universitetd\u0259, h\u0259m onun ail\u0259sind\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 sevdiyi qad\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fi odur ki, bu insan g\u0259nc bir alimdir, istedadl\u0131 bir \u015fairdir. G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259ri var, Moskvada h\u00fcquq t\u0259hsili al\u0131r, lakin onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259ri d\u0259 var – d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259rin \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00f6vcuddur, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n milli maraqlar\u0131 namin\u0259 xaricd\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Y\u0259ni, bunu he\u00e7 kim bilmir, ancaq \u00f6lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 3-4 n\u0259f\u0259r bilir. Bu is\u0259 roman q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 olan Eyvaz\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259m etibarl\u0131 t\u0259minat\u0131 dem\u0259kdir, amma eyni zamanda h\u0259m d\u0259 risk etm\u0259kdir. Bu risk d\u0259 sonda onun faci\u0259vi sonluqla h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r v\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 romanda h\u0259m e\u015fq ya\u015fan\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t t\u0259svir olunur. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd ki, sevgisi qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131qs\u0131z olur, \u00e7\u00fcnki h\u0259min qad\u0131n Eyvaz\u0131 bir az \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 xatirin\u0259 sevir. Eyvaz is\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda bel\u0259, xaricd\u0259 vacib bir missiyan\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259rk\u0259n h\u0259lak olanda da h\u0259min qad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 fikirl\u0259rini qeyd edir, \u015feir d\u0259 yaz\u0131r v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n sevdiyi qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir t\u0259minat ist\u0259yir. Qad\u0131n is\u0259 bu m\u0259qam\u0131 lap sonda, roman\u0131n sonunda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Bir n\u00f6v V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, bir qad\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, bir d\u0259 sevgi il\u0259 maddi maraqlar\u0131n ziddiyy\u0259ti roman\u0131n \u0259sas s\u00fcjet x\u0259ttini \u0259ks etdirir. Y\u0259ni, \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 romantik v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc m\u0259qamlar var.<\/p>\n

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– O qad\u0131n\u0131n sonu nec\u0259 olur b\u0259s?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bilirsiniz, o qad\u0131n \u00f6z ail\u0259sind\u0259 h\u00fczuru olmayan, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n sevilm\u0259y\u0259n bir xan\u0131md\u0131r. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na cavan, enerjili, savadl\u0131 v\u0259 perspektivli bir o\u011flan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Ona a\u015fiq olur. Lakin maraqlar toqqu\u015fur, o o\u011flan\u0131n karyeras\u0131 g\u0259lib h\u0259min qad\u0131n\u0131n karyeras\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259yir, bax m\u0259hz o zaman art\u0131q qad\u0131n\u0131n sevgisi d\u00f6n\u00fcb nifr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilir. H\u0259tta evd\u0259 d\u0259 deyirl\u0259r ki, s\u0259n d\u0259lis\u0259n, \u00e7ox risk\u0259 getmis\u0259n v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi yazm\u0131san. Amma m\u0259n bir daha deyir\u0259m ki, ham\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259din \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n fantaziyas\u0131n\u0131 da \u0259lav\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, o uydurub q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259qamlar\u0131 oxucular daha real q\u0259bul edirl\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bir \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rlar ki, aha, \u018fhm\u0259din \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, reald\u0131r v\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131rlar m\u0259nim o uydurma kimi q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259qamlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259, o zaman oxucular \u00f6z \u015f\u0259xsi m\u0259ntiql\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edirl\u0259r v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, \u0259g\u0259r on d\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259 rastla\u015f\u0131blarsa, dem\u0259li on bir, on iki v\u0259 sair\u0259 m\u0259qamlar da h\u0259qiq\u0259t olmal\u0131d\u0131r, sad\u0259c\u0259 biz oxucu olaraq bunu bilmirik v\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rlar \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qap\u0131lma\u011fa. Oxucular\u0131 da q\u0131nam\u0131ram, zat\u0259n bel\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri insanlar he\u00e7 vaxt bilmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259ni bundan sonra sizi k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131 kimi d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oxucunun ehtimallar\u0131na s\u0259rh\u0259d \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olmaz. Ona qalsa, \u00c7ingiz Abdullayev g\u0259r\u0259k Ceyms Bond olsun (g\u00fcl\u00fcr). \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u0259lir. Amma bu c\u00fcr suallar\u0131 cavabland\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u0130nsanlar ba\u015flay\u0131rlar ki, bu kimdir, o kimdir. Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ki, ail\u0259m ciddi t\u0259lat\u00fcm i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259dir, onlar\u0131 ba\u015fa sald\u0131m ki, b\u0259s yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 n\u0259 yazmal\u0131d\u0131r?! T\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u0259, fantaziyaya da yer verm\u0259lidir, bu da normald\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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– Y\u0259ni Sizin sevdiyiniz qad\u0131n da olmay\u0131b?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bu da m\u0259nim sirli saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259qamlardan biridir. \u018fg\u0259r evd\u0259 d\u0259 bunu a\u00e7\u0131qlam\u0131ramsa, dem\u0259li ictimaiyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qlamayacam, qoy maraql\u0131 qals\u0131n. Sevinir\u0259m, dem\u0259li m\u0259n insanlar\u0131 inand\u0131ra bilmi\u015f\u0259m ki, onlar internetd\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 suallar yaz\u0131rlar v\u0259 soru\u015furlar ki, \u018fhm\u0259d, bu \u015feyl\u0259ri s\u0259n yazm\u0131san, do\u011furdan da bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r olub h\u0259yat\u0131nda? Sevinir\u0259m, dem\u0259li m\u0259n inand\u0131ra bilmi\u015f\u0259m. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n n\u0259 yazmal\u0131yd\u0131m?! M\u0259n yazsayd\u0131m ki, Norve\u00e7d\u0259, da\u011fl\u0131q bir k\u0259ndd\u0259 Antonio adl\u0131 bir q\u0259hr\u0259man v\u0259 sair\u0259… insanlar bunu sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat kimi q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Amma m\u0259n hal-haz\u0131rda Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetind\u0259 rektor, dekan v\u0259 qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insanlar\u0131n real adlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m, onlar da oxusalar, g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r ki, onlarla ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259qamlar\u0131n da 80 faizi h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir<\/p>\n

– Onlardan t\u0259nqidi yana\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259r varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, onlar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 t\u0259nqid olunan\u0131 yoxdur. T\u0259nqid obyekti \u0259sas o xan\u0131md\u0131r. Ad\u0131 \u015f\u0259rti olaraq Humay \u018fs\u0259dullayevad\u0131r, Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetind\u0259 kafedra m\u00fcdiri v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, universitetd\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 \u018fs\u0259dullayeva soyadl\u0131 bir kafedra m\u00fcdiri olub, amma onun ad\u0131 ba\u015fqa idi.<\/p>\n

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– B\u0259s narahat deyilsiniz ki, tutaq ki, o xan\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r? Narahat olmam\u0131s\u0131z, buna vicdan\u0131n\u0131z nec\u0259 yol verib?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 d\u0259 bir az saxta \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n uza\u011fam, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259cbur ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m fantaziyamdan, t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7ox yararlanma\u011fa. O ki qald\u0131 o qad\u0131na, o qad\u0131n ola bilsin ki, oxuyub roman\u0131. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, oxuyub, \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, hiss ed\u0259c\u0259k ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259ti yazm\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7\u00fcnki onu \u00e7ox t\u0259nqid edir\u0259m, onun sevgisinin hardasa maddi maraqlar \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 quruldu\u011funu qabard\u0131ram…<\/p>\n

– S\u00f6hb\u0259t real \u018fs\u0259dullayevadan gedir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, h\u0259yatdak\u0131 real q\u0259hr\u0259mandan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. O da y\u0259qin ki, oxuyub, y\u0259qin q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc haqq\u0131nda o \u015feyl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

– Eyvaz Humaya g\u00f6r\u0259 karyeras\u0131n\u0131 burax\u0131r. S\u00f6hb\u0259t hans\u0131 karyeradan gedir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eyvaz Moskvada Akademiyada oxuyur, h\u0259m d\u0259 Nazirl\u0259r Kabinetind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir. \u018fmisi d\u0259 Rusiyada y\u00fcks\u0259k v\u0259zif\u0259 tutur. H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. O vaxta kimi ki, Humayla bir d\u00f6vl\u0259t t\u0259dbirind\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olur. Xocal\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131 bir t\u0259dbird\u0259. Sonra onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda m\u00fcnasib\u0259t ba\u015flay\u0131r. Art\u0131q Moskva il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ri bitirir v\u0259 ordak\u0131 \u0259misinin d\u0259 israr\u0131na baxmayaraq, Bak\u0131da qal\u0131r. Y\u0259ni kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r ciddi i\u015fini \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Rusiyada d\u00f6vl\u0259t i\u015fini burax\u0131b g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

– Sizin d\u0259 \u0259miniz var Rusiyada?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u018fmim, b\u0259li, Rusiyada ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Onda bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, Siz d\u0259 karyeran\u0131z\u0131 burax\u0131b g\u0259lmisiniz.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Karyera dem\u0259zdim, m\u0259n orda praktikada olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

– Siz iddia edirsiniz ki, \u0259s\u0259rin real al\u0131nmas\u0131na \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 m\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, bunun\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox risq\u0259 getmisiniz. Amma bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 Sizin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z Eyvaz obraz\u0131 h\u0259yati deyil. O m\u0259qamlarda ki, o, qad\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 karyeras\u0131n\u0131 at\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki indiki cavanlar \u0259ksin\u0259 qad\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 edib, karyera qazan\u0131rlar…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u00fczd\u00fcr, m\u0259n d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc o q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n yerin\u0259 qoyuram ki, ed\u0259r\u0259mmi? Amma b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m, \u0259g\u0259r sevdiyim qad\u0131n \u0259s\u0259rimd\u0259ki o q\u0259hr\u0259man kimi olmasayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u018fhm\u0259d m\u00fc\u0259llim, sizin bu roman\u0131n\u0131z y\u0259qin ki, maraqla qar\u015f\u0131lanacaq. Amma etiraf ed\u0259k ki, bu mara\u011f\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi he\u00e7 d\u0259 sizin \u0259d\u0259bi bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 deyil. Sad\u0259c\u0259, bu kitablar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259si \u00e7ox t\u0259zadl\u0131 bir d\u00f6n\u0259m\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf etdi. \u0130kincisi is\u0259 sizin tutdu\u011funuz v\u0259zif\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, y\u0259qin ki, bu kitab qalmaqal da yaradacaq. Buna haz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u00fcz deyirsiniz. Az\u0259rbaycanda \u0259n r\u0259qab\u0259tli sah\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat sah\u0259sidir. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n \u015f\u0259xs kitab yaza bil\u0259r v\u0259 d\u0259rc etdir\u0259 bil\u0259r. \u018fs\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc d\u0259 olsa, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131n\u0131b-tan\u0131nmamas\u0131 onun oxucu c\u0259lb etm\u0259sind\u0259 m\u00fcst\u0259sna rol oynay\u0131r. Y\u0259ni, m\u00fc\u0259llifin kimliyi v\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 tutdu\u011fu m\u00f6vqeyi b\u00f6y\u00fck rol oynay\u0131r. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, do\u011fru m\u0259kan v\u0259 do\u011fru zaman \u201cSevdiyim qad\u0131n\u201d roman\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rli olub. Bu bax\u0131mdan \u0259fsuslar olsun ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fansl\u0131 hesab edir\u0259m bu romanda. Amma ka\u015f ki, bel\u0259 bir \u015fans qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xmayayd\u0131. Y\u0259ni, tutdu\u011fum v\u0259zif\u0259, Milli M\u0259clisd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 son hadis\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259ni d\u0259 ictimaiyy\u0259tin, m\u0259tbuat\u0131n diqq\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Bu bax\u0131mdan, dediyim h\u0259r bir s\u00f6z, etdiyim h\u0259r bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t, h\u0259tta etm\u0259diyim h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t d\u0259 diqq\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 c\u0259lb edir. Odur ki, bu roman da sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 min c\u00fcr yozulmaqdad\u0131r. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259, m\u00fcxalif\u0259t y\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fc g\u0259ncl\u0259r roman\u0131n ad\u0131nda qad\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb, roman\u0131n sevgid\u0259n b\u0259hs etdiyini bilib, bunu m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131ma yozur, haradasa etikadan k\u0259nar \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259ndirirl\u0259r. Bunu m\u0259nim i\u015fiml\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u011flayanlar var, amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, bu c\u00fcr ittihamlara, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 cavab verm\u0259yim. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bilir\u0259m ki, bu roman\u0131 \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131mla y\u00fczd\u0259 y\u00fcz \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 qoyma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar da olacaq, bundan yanl\u0131\u015f n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xaranlar da. Odur ki, h\u0259min insanlar\u0131 sona q\u0259d\u0259r intizarda saxlamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. H\u0259m oxucular\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 bar\u0259md\u0259 fikir s\u0259sl\u0259ndir\u0259n o t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259ri \u00f6z fikirl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa buraxm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259l\u0259 ki sirli qalma\u011f\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

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– Bu sirlilik siz\u0259 xeyirdir, indiki d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 ziyan olacaq ax\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 dem\u0259zdim.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n n\u0259hay\u0259t, he\u00e7 olmasa, bu suala cavab almaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Moskvada oxuyan bir g\u0259nc qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131na a\u015fiq olub. Qay\u0131d\u0131b Bak\u0131ya. Y\u0259ni Eyvaz… Siz d\u0259 deyirsiniz ki, bu Eyvaz \u018fhm\u0259ddir. \u018fhm\u0259din d\u0259 h\u0259yt\u0131nda \u201cSevdiyim qad\u0131n\u201d olub, ya yox?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259zdim ki, Eyvaz 100 faiz \u018fhm\u0259ddir, \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259 dedim ax\u0131 bir \u00e7ox m\u0259qamlar yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcd\u00fcr. Siz m\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, b\u0259zi hiss\u0259l\u0259ri, Moskvada t\u0259hsil almaq, Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tmaq – h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bu m\u0259qamlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n he\u00e7 c\u00fcr t\u0259kzib ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. \u018fsas m\u0259nim t\u0259sdiq v\u0259 ya t\u0259kzib ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yim m\u0259qamlar el\u0259 bu sevdiyim insanla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Sevdiyim insan da dem\u0259zdim, romanda sevdiyim qad\u0131n kimi t\u0259qdim olunan o obrazla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. Ona da bilmir\u0259m vallah n\u0259 cavab verim… H\u0259qiq\u0259ti s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259m, bu, h\u0259m ictimaiyy\u0259td\u0259 yanl\u0131\u015f yozmalara g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xardacaq, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim ail\u0259md\u0259 b\u0259zi s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olacaq.<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259ni odla su aras\u0131nda qalm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, y\u0259ni bu roman\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 oxuyan v\u0259 m\u0259ni \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131yan adamlar hardasa barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, ay da…, bu insan yaz\u0131b ey n\u0259yi var… Bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r bir az yanl\u0131\u015f yoza bil\u0259rl\u0259r, s\u0259thi yana\u015fa bil\u0259rl\u0259r, amma narahat deyil\u0259m. Yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m he\u00e7 bir a\u00e7\u0131qlama verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu roman\u0131n \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131mla ba\u011fl\u0131 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259sdiq d\u0259 etm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259rf el\u0259mir, t\u0259kzib d\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259k. T\u0259sdiq el\u0259s\u0259m, evd\u0259 problem ya\u015faya bil\u0259r\u0259m…<\/p>\n

– T\u0259k evd\u0259 yox..<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259. T\u0259kzib el\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n dair\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, \u0259n \u00e7ox da el\u0259 o sevdiyim xan\u0131m qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir az yalan\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Kitab\u0131 yazma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda bel\u0259 bir m\u0259qs\u0259d qoymu\u015fdunuzmu qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za ki, el\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259t yarad\u0131m ki, kitabdak\u0131 Humay obraz\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 yarans\u0131n v\u0259 kitab yax\u015f\u0131 oxunsun, daha d\u0259qiq des\u0259k, yax\u015f\u0131 sat\u0131ls\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Roman\u0131 ba\u015flayanda nec\u0259 bit\u0259c\u0259yini \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmirdim. Sad\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259r g\u00fcnk\u00fc \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259m\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq, davam el\u0259tdirirdim roman\u0131. Ola bilsin ki, hardasa bel\u0259 bir ehtimal\u0131 da n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yer qoymu\u015fam ki, bunu da h\u0259r bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n manevri kimi q\u0259bul etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259r bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259r ki, \u0259s\u0259ri oxunsun v\u0259 \u00e7ox sat\u0131ls\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– V\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaq olar bunu, sizc\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl Abdinova, Modern.az<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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