{"id":3148,"date":"2012-04-29T14:51:31","date_gmt":"2012-04-29T10:51:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=3148"},"modified":"2013-12-20T11:07:35","modified_gmt":"2013-12-20T07:07:35","slug":"yalancisan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=3148","title":{"rendered":"YALAN\u00c7ISAN"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/seir7.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-5893\" alt=\"seir\" src=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/seir7.jpg\" width=\"292\" height=\"292\" \/><\/a>Daha inana bilmir\u0259m yalanlar\u0131na<br \/>\nDaha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi<br \/>\nsev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nDaha h\u0259minki sevgi d\u0259 yoxdur aram\u0131zda<br \/>\nBir q\u0259lb n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r,<br \/>\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6l\u0259r ax\u0131?!<br \/>\nArt\u0131q s\u0259ni d\u0259 unuduram yava\u015f-yava\u015f<br \/>\nUnuduram s\u0259nin h\u0259r bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\nH\u0259r add\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 dediyin<br \/>\nsevir\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki inanm\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259!<br \/>\n<strong>S\u0259n yalan\u00e7\u0131san!<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> Yalan\u00e7\u0131san s\u0259n!<!--more--><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ninl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\nyaz\u0131klar olsun<br \/>\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum o g\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n tutub gec\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259zdiyimiz<br \/>\nS\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r z\u0259ngin\u0259 oyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m o sabaha<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259,<br \/>\namma h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259<br \/>\nl\u0259n\u0259t olsun!<br \/>\nS\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xaran taleyim\u0259, qism\u0259tim\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa kims\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa kims\u0259ni sev\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259<br \/>\nheyfim g\u0259lir!<br \/>\nVallah heyifim g\u0259lir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259!<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sev\u0259 bil\u0259rdim ax\u0131?!<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 layiq deyils\u0259n, vallah!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n yalan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcs\u0259n!<br \/>\n<strong>S\u0259n yalan\u00e7\u0131san!<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> Yalan\u00e7\u0131san s\u0259n!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yatda ilk d\u0259f\u0259<br \/>\nhaqq\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131n,<br \/>\nO haqq s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259<br \/>\nt\u0259k haqq\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nH\u0259yatda nec\u0259 sevm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259tdi s\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nNec\u0259 dost se\u00e7m\u0259yi g\u00f6st\u0259rdi s\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumub sevgin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n<br \/>\nH\u0259tta can\u0131ndan bel\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259tdi s\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nZaman-zaman al\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc s\u0259ni<br \/>\n\u0130tib batd\u0131\u011f\u0131n o yalanlar\u0131n, o x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n<br \/>\nS\u0259ni haqq\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc oldu\u011fu bir d\u00fcnyaya apard\u0131<br \/>\nQ\u0259drini bilm\u0259din o sevginin, o haqq\u0131n<br \/>\nBuland\u0131rd\u0131n o sevgini adi bir s\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259<br \/>\nPis niyy\u0259tli g\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259!<br \/>\nBuland\u0131rd\u0131n o sevgini!<br \/>\nSad\u0259c\u0259 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla, el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn-\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, yaland\u0131r s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259,<br \/>\ns\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259!<br \/>\nHissl\u0259rin d\u0259,<br \/>\nadama baxan o g\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u0259<br \/>\nyaland\u0131r!<br \/>\n<strong>S\u0259n yalan\u00e7\u0131san!<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> Yalan\u00e7\u0131san s\u0259n!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yalan! Yalan! Yen\u0259 d\u0259 yalan!<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm, h\u0259r an\u0131m!<br \/>\nYalan!<br \/>\nYalan! Yalan! Yen\u0259 d\u0259 yalan!<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259n tutub,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 baxaraq s\u00f6yl\u0259diyin<br \/>\n\u201c\u018fhm\u0259d, h\u0259yat\u0131mdan getm\u0259!\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rin.<br \/>\nYalan!<br \/>\nYalan! Yalan! Yen\u0259 d\u0259 yalan!<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn, h\u0259r s\u0259sin<br \/>\nYalan!<br \/>\nS\u0259nin g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn, h\u0259tta n\u0259f\u0259sin<br \/>\nYalan!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, s\u0259n yalansan!<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131n da yalanla ke\u00e7ib!<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u00fcn yalan olub!<br \/>\nG\u0259ncliyin d\u0259 yalanla ke\u00e7ib!<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131n da yaland\u0131r!<br \/>\nVallah yaland\u0131r!<br \/>\n<strong>S\u0259n yalan\u00e7\u0131san!<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> Yalan\u00e7\u0131san s\u0259n!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Amma m\u0259n Haqqam!<br \/>\nBa\u015fdan aya\u011fa kimi<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcy\u0259m!<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya baxan<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc!<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya \u0259dal\u0259t sa\u00e7an<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcy\u0259m!<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 yalan\u0131m olmad\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131!<br \/>\nS\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gec\u0259l\u0259r yatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m!<br \/>\nYalan deyil! Haqd\u0131r!<br \/>\nS\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi s\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bizim olacaq dey\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259br etdiyim, arzularla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\n<strong>Yalan deyil! Haqd\u0131r!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nh\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nh\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259md\u0259, \u0259m\u0259limd\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm, s\u0259ni qorudu\u011fum<br \/>\nYalan ola bilm\u0259z! Ola bilm\u0259z!<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcnm\u00fc, n\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7dim<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259!<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyimd\u0259n, amma h\u0259r \u015feyimd\u0259n imtina etdim<br \/>\nKe\u00e7mi\u015fimd\u0259n, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131mdan<br \/>\nKe\u00e7mi\u015fim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259n<br \/>\nSaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259llimd\u0259n, y\u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n<br \/>\nVaz ke\u00e7dim. S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259!<br \/>\n\u018fn \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7dim<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259!<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n da\u011fa-da\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm!<br \/>\nS\u0259rs\u0259ri kimi dola\u015fd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\nD\u0259rdiml\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri, \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259zdim<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fczd\u00fcm<br \/>\nHissl\u0259rimi!<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259sr etdim h\u0259r s\u0259tirimi<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259rimi!<br \/>\nKitablar yazd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259!<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259rim qalaq-qalaq!<br \/>\nQorxdum ad\u0131n\u0131 yazmaqdan<br \/>\n\u015feirl\u0259rim\u0259, kitab\u0131ma!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r s\u0259nin ad\u0131n<br \/>\nUnutmaq ist\u0259dim s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nD\u0259rd verir h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259nin ad\u0131n!<br \/>\nAmma yen\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n o kitabda<br \/>\nKitabda s\u0259nin ad\u0131n!<br \/>\nKitab bel\u0259 adlan\u0131r<br \/>\n<strong>SEVD\u0130Y\u0130M QADIN!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> 29 Aprel 2012-ci il, saat 15:40, Bak\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/41232735?title=0&amp;byline=0&amp;portrait=0&amp;autoplay=1\" height=\"413\" width=\"550\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Daha inana bilmir\u0259m yalanlar\u0131na Daha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi sev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m s\u0259ni. Daha h\u0259minki sevgi d\u0259 yoxdur aram\u0131zda Bir q\u0259lb n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6l\u0259r ax\u0131?! Art\u0131q s\u0259ni d\u0259 unuduram yava\u015f-yava\u015f&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5893,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-seirlrim"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/seir7.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3148"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3148\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5893"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}