{"id":2987,"date":"2012-02-04T20:36:06","date_gmt":"2012-02-04T16:36:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2987"},"modified":"2012-02-04T21:49:05","modified_gmt":"2012-02-04T17:49:05","slug":"olur%c9%99m-s%c9%99nsiz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2987","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6L\u00dcR\u018fM S\u018fNS\u0130Z"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/olurem.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2988\" title=\"olurem\" src=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/olurem.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"550\" height=\"413\" \/><\/a>G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumunca<br \/>\ns\u0259n g\u0259lirs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nUnuda bilmir\u0259m s\u0259ni.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, \u00e7al\u015f\u015fsam da<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z vers\u0259m d\u0259,<br \/>\nBacarm\u0131ram \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259n olmay\u0131nca d\u00fcnyam qaral\u0131r<br \/>\nS\u0259sin g\u0259lm\u0259yinc\u0259 kar oluram<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259yinc\u0259 kor oluram<!--more--><br \/>\nG\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m he\u00e7 kimi, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi<br \/>\nE\u015fid\u0259 bilmir\u0259m \u00f6z s\u0259simi<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 qalib g\u0259lir,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox uzatma bu h\u0259sr\u0259ti<br \/>\nUnut b\u00fct\u00fcn olanlar\u0131<br \/>\nUnut kini, nifr\u0259ti<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259tindir, \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131mda<br \/>\nS\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram<br \/>\nDurub gec\u0259l\u0259r h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flay\u0131ram<br \/>\nM\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n yer\u0259 enib<br \/>\nm\u0259niml\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rlar.<br \/>\n\u00c7ox a\u011f\u0131r olur gec\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nHavam \u00e7atm\u0131r<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin sevgin h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck,<br \/>\nya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00e7ox ki\u00e7iy\u0259m, c\u0131l\u0131zam<br \/>\nbu sevginin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda<br \/>\nTab g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m<br \/>\nbu sevginin h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259<br \/>\nac\u0131s\u0131na, k\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259<br \/>\nTab g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m<br \/>\nOturdum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm<br \/>\nM\u0259n he\u00e7 kim\u0259m, he\u00e7 kim!<br \/>\nS\u0259n olmayanda, n\u0259f\u0259sin olmayanda<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!<\/p>\n<p>Bu h\u0259sr\u0259t nec\u0259 bir y\u00fckd\u00fcrs\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131r.<br \/>\nBir \u00fcmid var i\u00e7imd\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, s\u0259nin x\u0259b\u0259rini<br \/>\ns\u0259nin z\u0259ngini, k\u0259lm\u0259ni<br \/>\ns\u0259nin hans\u0131sa s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\ns\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox gec qalma, sevgilim<br \/>\nBuraxma m\u0259ni bu h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa<br \/>\nQoyma s\u0259nsizlik i\u00e7im\u0259 dolsun<br \/>\nV\u00fccudum \u00fcmidsizlikl\u0259 saral\u0131b solsun<br \/>\n\u0130mkan verm\u0259, t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa t\u0259slim olum<br \/>\nS\u0259ni ancaq \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259n xat\u0131rlay\u0131m<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b h\u0259r gec\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim dolsun<br \/>\nA\u011flay\u0131m, d\u0259lil\u0259r kimi ad\u0131n\u0131 say\u0131qlay\u0131m gec\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nQoyma ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcls\u00fcn<br \/>\nM\u0259n bunlara layiq deyil\u0259m<br \/>\nQ\u0131yma m\u0259n\u0259, n\u0259 olar?!<br \/>\nQ\u0131yma m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\na\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259nmi<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!<\/p>\n<p>Ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyalar q\u0259d\u0259r sevdim.<br \/>\nBir \u00fcr\u0259k haraya q\u0259d\u0259r sev\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni o q\u0259d\u0259r sevdim.<br \/>\nBir \u00fcr\u0259k n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259,<br \/>\nVurdu q\u0259lbim s\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flaya bil\u0259rs\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flad\u0131m gec\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nBir sev\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6z\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nYox!\u00a0M\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259dim s\u0259nsizliy\u0259<br \/>\n\u0130nana bilmir\u0259m ki, bir k\u0259skin bax\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nbir ac\u0131 s\u00f6z bu q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259h\u0259rli ola bil\u0259rmi\u015f?!<br \/>\nM\u0259n unutmu\u015fam h\u0259r \u015feyi<br \/>\nt\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, s\u0259nsiz \u00e7\u0259tindir m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\n\u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir!<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259k d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindir s\u0259nsiz<br \/>\nVallah!<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> 04 Fevral 2012-ci il, 20:25, Moskva, Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/36196924?title=0&amp;byline=0&amp;portrait=0&amp;autoplay=1\" width=\"551\" height=\"413\" frameborder=\"0\" webkitAllowFullScreen mozallowfullscreen allowFullScreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumunca s\u0259n g\u0259lirs\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 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