{"id":2938,"date":"2012-01-22T23:45:39","date_gmt":"2012-01-22T19:45:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2938"},"modified":"2012-01-22T23:50:38","modified_gmt":"2012-01-22T19:50:38","slug":"qaranliq-bir-yerd%c9%99y%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2938","title":{"rendered":"QARANLIQ B\u0130R YERD\u018fY\u018fM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/qaranliq.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2939\" title=\"qaranliq\" src=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/qaranliq.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"549\" height=\"344\" \/><\/a>Ka\u015f ki, indi burada olmayayd\u0131m<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259ydim bu a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, ac\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki qorxu il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa<br \/>\nSoyuqdan bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131lmayayd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00c7ox soyuqdur buralar\u0131n gec\u0259si<br \/>\nN\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q var, h\u0259r yan z\u00fclm\u0259t qaranl\u0131q<br \/>\nN\u0259 kims\u0259d\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k uma bilmir\u0259m<br \/>\nT\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na soyuqdan da \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m<!--more--><br \/>\n\u00c7ox qorxuram, amma \u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q bir yerd\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131mda balaca bir \u0259l \u00e7antas\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 yar\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, bir az da qoz l\u0259p\u0259si<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n udum-udum i\u00e7diyim<br \/>\nsuyum da bitm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259dir.<br \/>\nAcl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fcy\u0259m, amma \u00e7ox soyuqdur<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss etmir\u0259m art\u0131q<br \/>\nbarmaqlar\u0131m donmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m, ka\u015f ki indi<br \/>\nanam yan\u0131mda olayd\u0131.<br \/>\nYox. Ya da olmas\u0131n!<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m.<br \/>\nAnam bu soyu\u011fa,<br \/>\nbu a\u011fr\u0131ya d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00e7ox soyuq v\u0259<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q bir yerd\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nm\u0259n d\u0259 indi evimizd\u0259 olsayd\u0131m<br \/>\nrahat-rahat yerimd\u0259 uzan\u0131b<br \/>\nkitab oxusayd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u0130sti \u00e7aydan i\u00e7ib x\u0259yala dalsayd\u0131m<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259ni kim qoruyard\u0131<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nd\u0259n, xainl\u0259rd\u0259n<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan\u0131 b\u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\n\u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz naqisl\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259ni kim qoruyard\u0131<br \/>\nNazim Hikm\u0259t yax\u015f\u0131 deyib<br \/>\nel\u0259 bil lap m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyib<br \/>\nM\u0259n yanmasam, s\u0259n yanmasan<br \/>\nbiz yanmasaq, nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar<br \/>\nnec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar qaranl\u0131qlar ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa?!<br \/>\nOdur ki, d\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, burdayam, bu yerd\u0259y\u0259m<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, xalq\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nd\u00f6vl\u0259tim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nindi m\u0259hz bu an<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q bir yerd\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> 22 Yanvar 2012-ci il, 03:30<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/35469036?title=0&amp;byline=0&amp;portrait=0&amp;autoplay=1\" frameborder=\"0\" width=\"550\" height=\"413\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ka\u015f ki, indi burada olmayayd\u0131m \u00c7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259ydim bu a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, ac\u0131n\u0131 \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki qorxu il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa Soyuqdan bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131lmayayd\u0131m. \u00c7ox soyuqdur buralar\u0131n gec\u0259si N\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q var, h\u0259r yan z\u00fclm\u0259t qaranl\u0131q N\u0259 kims\u0259d\u0259n&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2938","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seirlrim"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2938","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2938"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2938\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2938"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2938"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2938"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}