{"id":2879,"date":"2012-01-05T21:24:55","date_gmt":"2012-01-05T17:24:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2879"},"modified":"2012-01-05T21:59:01","modified_gmt":"2012-01-05T17:59:01","slug":"s%c9%99n-olmayanda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2879","title":{"rendered":"S\u018fN OLMAYANDA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2881\" title=\"tenhaliq\" src=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"550\" height=\"342\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq.jpg 550w, https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq-250x155.jpg 250w, https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq-150x93.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq-190x118.jpg 190w, https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/tenhaliq-60x37.jpg 60w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><\/a>Yox, bacarm\u0131ram m\u0259n daha,<br \/>\nG\u00fccs\u00fcz\u0259m, aciz\u0259m, yalq\u0131zam.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat da g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 ki\u00e7ilir, insanlar adil\u0259\u015fir<br \/>\nSev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m he\u00e7 kimi<br \/>\nSaral\u0131ram pay\u0131zda a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl kimi<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r a\u011flay\u0131ram, s\u0131zlay\u0131ram<br \/>\nlap bayqu\u015f kimi.<!--more--><br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram,<br \/>\ngah g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m, gah a\u011flay\u0131ram<br \/>\n\u0259sl d\u0259lil\u0259r kimi<br \/>\nS\u0259n olmayanda!<br \/>\nS\u0259ni daha da \u00e7ox sevm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram,<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rimi bir-bir yad\u0131ma sal\u0131ram<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, h\u0259r saat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, saniy\u0259mizi<br \/>\nXat\u0131rlay\u0131ram, k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m.<br \/>\nTelefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng etm\u0259k,<br \/>\ns\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u201cS\u0259ni sevir\u0259m\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib\u0259dir.<br \/>\nAmma s\u0259n\u0259 daha \u00e7ox ba\u011flan\u0131ram.<br \/>\nS\u0259n olmayanda!<br \/>\n\u018fs\u0259bi oluram, d\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fcz oluram<br \/>\n\u0259trafdak\u0131lara, yax\u0131nlar\u0131ma<br \/>\nham\u0131ya.<br \/>\nSevgi yaras\u0131 daha da a\u011fr\u0131 verir<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m bu ac\u0131ya<br \/>\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259, bu s\u0259nsizliy\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00c7or yor\u011funam, \u00e7ox d\u0259rdliy\u0259m<br \/>\nSanki indi \u00fcsyan ed\u0259c\u0259m<br \/>\nAllaha etiraz ed\u0259c\u0259m!<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 kim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr<br \/>\nn\u0259 insanlar, n\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r<br \/>\nhe\u00e7 Allah da!<br \/>\nm\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z<br \/>\nS\u0259n olmayanda!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> 05 Yanvar 2012-ci il, 21:20, Bak\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yox, bacarm\u0131ram m\u0259n daha, G\u00fccs\u00fcz\u0259m, aciz\u0259m, yalq\u0131zam. 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