{"id":2263,"date":"2010-07-06T20:16:08","date_gmt":"2010-07-06T16:16:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2263"},"modified":"2011-07-07T21:28:34","modified_gmt":"2011-07-07T17:28:34","slug":"son-m%c9%99ktub","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2263","title":{"rendered":"SON M\u018fKTUB"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bir a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q, bir d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 masa \u00fcstd\u0259 soyumu\u015f bir \u00e7ay<br \/>\nyazd\u0131qca g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qalx\u0131r ah-nal\u0259m<br \/>\nka\u015f ki, bu m\u0259ktubu he\u00e7 yazmayayd\u0131m.<!--more--><br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259dim bil\u0259s\u0259n, kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m<br \/>\nbu Odlar Yurdunun t\u0259k \u0259sg\u0259riy\u0259m<br \/>\natas\u0131z-anas\u0131z ke\u00e7\u0259n ill\u0259rin<br \/>\nqurtula bilm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259k \u0259siriy\u0259m.<br \/>\nBaxma ill\u0259rimin az olma\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nbaxma h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n yaz olma\u011f\u0131na<br \/>\n\u0259slind\u0259 boranm\u0131\u015f, q\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131m<br \/>\ns\u0131naqlardan ke\u00e7mi\u015f, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f<br \/>\ncans\u0131z bir varl\u0131q t\u0259k da\u015fm\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131m.<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259di bu da\u015f h\u0259yatda?!<br \/>\ndal\u011falar bu da\u015f\u0131 yumaq ist\u0259di<br \/>\nqayalar birl\u0259\u015fib bu da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259<br \/>\n\u00f6z xo\u015fb\u0259xt h\u0259yat\u0131n qurmaq ist\u0259di.<br \/>\nDa\u015f ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 da\u015f t\u0259k ya\u015fad\u0131<br \/>\nn\u0259 dostu, sirda\u015f\u0131, qarda\u015f\u0131 oldu<br \/>\ng\u00fcl\u0259rk\u0259n \u0259lini bir \u0259lin \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\na\u011flark\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bir dizin \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\nqoyma\u011fa n\u0259 \u0259li, n\u0259 dizi oldu.<br \/>\nDa\u015f he\u00e7 itirm\u0259di insanl\u0131q hissin<br \/>\ninand\u0131 Allah\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nbilirdi ki, onu da\u015f ed\u0259n Allah<br \/>\nqaytar\u0131b insan t\u0259k ya\u015fada bil\u0259r<br \/>\n\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qayan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259<br \/>\n\u0259n z\u0259rif g\u00fcll\u0259ri ya\u015fada bil\u0259r.<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n b\u0259x\u015fi\u015fi \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu<br \/>\ndem\u0259k \u018fdal\u0259tmi\u015f Allah\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc<br \/>\n\u00e7in oldu, h\u0259yata yenid\u0259n do\u011fdu<br \/>\nt\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015f bu da\u015f\u0131n arzusu, s\u00f6z\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7in\u0259 bahar\u0131n \u0259tiri doldu<br \/>\ng\u00fcld\u00fc da\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f o buz \u00fcr\u0259yi<br \/>\ng\u00fcld\u00fc dodaqlar\u0131, g\u00fcld\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259ri<br \/>\nsevgiymi\u015f bu da\u015f\u0131n \u0259sl g\u0259r\u0259yi.<br \/>\nE\u015fidin qayalar, duyun qayalar!<br \/>\nArt\u0131q o da\u015f deyil, o bir insand\u0131r!<br \/>\nHissl\u0259ri, sevgisi, sevinci olan<br \/>\nU\u011frunda \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259di olan<br \/>\nSin\u0259sind\u0259 vuran \u00fcr\u0259yi olan<br \/>\n\u018fsl v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015fd\u0131r, \u0259sl insand\u0131r!<br \/>\n\u018fslind\u0259 bu m\u0259ktub he\u00e7 d\u0259 son deyil<br \/>\ndeyirl\u0259r h\u0259r bir son bir ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131cd\u0131r<br \/>\nm\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram yeni h\u0259yata<br \/>\nsevgiyl\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259nmi\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259l h\u0259yata<br \/>\ns\u0259h\u0259rim a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r sevgiyl\u0259 m\u0259nim<br \/>\ngec\u0259l\u0259r q\u0259rq olur toya, b\u00fcsata<br \/>\nSevgilim, sevir\u0259m s\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n<br \/>\nbu m\u0259ktub \u0259slind\u0259 bir b\u0259han\u0259dir<br \/>\nuzaqda olsam da, s\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131ram<br \/>\nbu sevgim, bu hissim yaln\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259dir.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00fcr\u0259yimin xo\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\n\u00e7\u00fcnki g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n<br \/>\nindi \u0259ll\u0259rim d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n tutub<br \/>\ns\u00f6yl\u0259yir sevgilim, inan e\u015fqim\u0259<br \/>\nbu he\u00e7 d\u0259 son deyil, ilkdi bu M\u018fKTUB!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<br \/>\n06 \u0130yul 2011-ci il, saat 20:15<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q, bir d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m bir d\u0259 masa \u00fcstd\u0259 soyumu\u015f bir \u00e7ay yazd\u0131qca g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qalx\u0131r ah-nal\u0259m ka\u015f ki, bu m\u0259ktubu he\u00e7 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