{"id":2106,"date":"2010-12-31T23:47:24","date_gmt":"2010-12-31T19:47:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2106"},"modified":"2020-03-12T15:11:34","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T11:11:34","slug":"%c9%99zrayil-v%c9%99-anam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2106","title":{"rendered":"\u018fZRAYIL V\u018f ANAM"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>… Yeni \u0130l gec\u0259si bu iki q\u00fcvv\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm-qal\u0131m sava\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar<\/strong>
\nBu m\u0259qal\u0259ni yazma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda q\u0259fild\u0259n saata bax\u0131ram. 31 Dekabr 2010-cu il saat 23:01-i g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Dem\u0259k olar ki, 2010-cu ilin son m\u0259qal\u0259sini yaz\u0131ram. \u00c7al\u0131\u015facam 1 saata bitirim ki, 2011-ci il\u0259 bu ab-hava il\u0259 girm\u0259yim.
\nDem\u0259li, d\u00fcn\u0259n dostlar\u0131m m\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259l restoranlar\u0131ndan birin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. M\u0259n\u0259 son anda x\u0259b\u0259r verildiyind\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259sik ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yudum, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131rxd\u0131m v\u0259 anam\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asmay\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259. Dostlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, 1-2 n\u0259f\u0259r xan\u0131m da var idi. Maraql\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r, duzlu-m\u0259z\u0259li zarafatlar edirdik.\u00a0Lakin el\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ilk d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc pis hiss el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r, b\u0259d\u0259nim tir-tir \u0259sir, ayaqlar\u0131m el\u0259 bil ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qulaq asm\u0131rd\u0131. Amma m\u0259clisin \u015f\u0259n ab-havas\u0131n\u0131 pozmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn durub getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. Dedim \u018fhm\u0259d, \u00f6ls\u0259n d\u0259, sona q\u0259d\u0259r oturmal\u0131san. Anam is\u0259 tez-tez z\u0259ng edir, narahat oldu\u011funu bildirir, tez ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yimi xahi\u015f edirdi. H\u0259tta son z\u0259ngind\u0259 \u201c\u018fhm\u0259d, mama qurban, s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm, tez g\u0259l ev\u0259. N\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7ox narahatam\u201d dedi. M\u0259n d\u0259 art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r narahat hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m. 4-5 d\u0259f\u0259 restoran\u0131n ayaq yoluna getdim, ba\u015f\u0131m h\u0259rl\u0259ndiyind\u0259n, bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nib \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma he\u00e7 bir xeyri olmurdu. H\u0259yatda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, b\u0259d\u0259nim tir-tir \u0259sirdi. Dostuma i\u015far\u0259 etdim ki, qalxmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r, art\u0131q gec\u0259 saat 01:00 idi. Biz dostumun avtomobilind\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259lirdik. Bu il d\u0259 Yeni \u0130li x\u0259st\u0259-x\u0259st\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131layaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 y\u0259qin etmi\u015fdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki, son 10 ild\u0259 h\u0259r ad g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 v\u0259 ya bayramlarda m\u0259n yataqda ke\u00e7irirdim. Art\u0131q bu, adi v\u0259rdi\u015f hal\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 saat 01:30-da ev\u0259 daxil oldum. \u018fyilib ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 soyunmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, m\u00fcvazin\u0259timi saxlaya bilm\u0259yib yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m. Amma hu\u015fum yerind\u0259 idi. Anam tez q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b atamgili k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259ni yata\u011f\u0131ma uzatd\u0131lar. Art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 pis hiss edirdim. Atam t\u0259ciri yard\u0131m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Anam is\u0259 ehtiyac olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi: \u201cM\u0259n \u00f6z balam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm sa\u011faldacam indi, sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edin, v\u0259ss\u0259lam.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rim ya\u015farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hirsimd\u0259n a\u011flamaq ist\u0259yirdim. H\u0259m b\u0259d\u0259nimin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 anam\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oda yaxmas\u0131 m\u0259ni q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndirirdi. Amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z verdim ki, bayram g\u00fcn\u00fc olmaz. \u00c7\u00fcnki, art\u0131q Dekabr\u0131n 31-\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Anam b\u00fct\u00fcn l\u0259vazimatlar\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131 v\u0259 atamgili otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. M\u0259n is\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan s\u0259simi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarda bilmirdim. Q\u0259fild\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm barmaqlar\u0131mdak\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. Sol \u0259limd\u0259ki \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc M\u0259\u015fh\u0259dd\u0259 ziyar\u0259td\u0259 olanda alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00dcz\u00fcy\u0259 baxa-baxa \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. H\u0259tta anam\u0131n qolundan tutub \u201cMama, \u00e7\u0131x, qoy rahat \u00f6l\u00fcm\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Dostumuz Turxan\u0131n atas\u0131 Elxan b\u0259yin \u00f6l\u00fcm qaba\u011f\u0131 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259krarlamaq ist\u0259yirdim. Amma qorxdum ki, anama pis t\u0259sir ed\u0259r bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki, anam qollar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rmalay\u0131b, b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259ni sa\u011faltmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vuru\u015furdu. Son aylar o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcm bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim ki, bir anl\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259dim. M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s Kitablarda, \u0259d\u0259biyyatlarda t\u0259svir olunan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259slind\u0259 nec\u0259 oldu\u011funu duymaq ist\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131mda bir \u018fzray\u0131l obraz\u0131 da canlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ndir bilmir\u0259m, amma \u00f6ls\u0259m, C\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00c7\u00fcnki, indiy\u0259 kimi he\u00e7 kimin haqq\u0131n\u0131 yem\u0259mi\u015f, he\u00e7 kimi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259mi\u015f, maksimum d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 insanlara \u0259l tutmu\u015f bir insan kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc. Amma bunu Allahdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kims\u0259 bilmir!<\/p>\n

Sanki bir m\u00fcharib\u0259 meydan\u0131 yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131mda. H\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f \u2013 \u0259zray\u0131l v\u0259 anam bir-biri il\u0259 vuru\u015furdular. Biri m\u0259ni o d\u00fcnyaya aparma\u011fa, dig\u0259ri is\u0259 m\u0259ni ail\u0259miz\u0259 geri qaytarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259zray\u0131l\u0131n daha g\u00fccl\u00fc oldu\u011funu hiss edirdim, \u00e7\u00fcnki ba\u015f\u0131m sanki partlay\u0131rd\u0131, q\u0131zd\u0131rmam 40-a \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259nim is\u0259 od kimi yan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yim el\u0259 bil ki, sin\u0259md\u0259n qopub bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131. M\u0259n is\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 anam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Anam he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 fikir verm\u0259d\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u00fczg\u00fcn hesab etdiyi metodlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259 t\u0259tbiq edirdi. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259, m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259ki k\u00f6yn\u0259k v\u0259 alt paltar\u0131n\u0131 soyundurub, spirtl\u0259 masaj el\u0259di, daha sonra ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 isti suda yuyub, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn geyindiyi yun corablar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 geydirdi. El\u0259 bu an bac\u0131m z\u0259ng edib anama 1-2 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tini verdi. H\u0259kim oldu\u011fundan bac\u0131m bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri daha d\u00fczg\u00fcn bilirdi. Bac\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asan anam m\u0259n\u0259 iyn\u0259 vurdu, 2-3 \u0259d\u0259d h\u0259b i\u00e7izdirdi. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f halda hiss edirdim. Anam o q\u0259d\u0259r yorulmu\u015fdu ki, aln\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclub g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u0259rim\u0259 ax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ox duyqusal v\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndirici bir s\u0259hn\u0259 idi. Bir anl\u0131q ist\u0259dim ki, anam\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259m qucaqlay\u0131m, ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131m, \u00f6p\u00fcm v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm. Amma dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259diyimd\u0259n yegan\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolum g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdim. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ya\u015f axma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam q\u0259fild\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi: \u201c\u018fhm\u0259d, a\u011flama, mama qurban. M\u0259n burdayam\u201d dedi. Amma anam\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri m\u0259ni daha g\u00fccl\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndirdi. Ucadan h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flama\u011fa is\u0259 hal\u0131m yox idi. Anam el\u0259 hey m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nc\u0259 anam m\u0259nim q\u0259fild\u0259n ke\u00e7in\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259n qorxurdu. Bir-birinin ard\u0131nca zo\u011fal m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259si, d\u0259rmanlar verirdi m\u0259n\u0259. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qaba\u011f\u0131nda idi. Bir anl\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. N\u0259 zaman, harada, kim\u0259 h\u0259r hans\u0131 pislik edib-etm\u0259diyim bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, o d\u00fcnyada hesabat ver\u0259 bilim. Amma b\u0259d\u0259nimin art\u0131q stabill\u0259\u015fdiyimi hiss edirdim.<\/p>\n

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\u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n anama m\u0259\u011flub oldu\u011funu hiss etmi\u015fdim. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131, ayaqlar\u0131m da y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Anam is\u0259 durmadan hey \u201c\u018fhm\u0259d, atam, nec\u0259 hiss edirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcv\u00fc?\u201d deyirdi. \u201cYax\u015f\u0131yam\u201d dedim. H\u0259min gec\u0259 anam yatmad\u0131, d\u00fcz 10 d\u0259f\u0259 astaca qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ota\u011f\u0131ma daxil olur, \u0259lini aln\u0131ma toxundurub q\u0131zd\u0131rmam\u0131n olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nim b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 is\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar az da olsa, qalmaqdayd\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131mda \u00fcz\u00fc yuxar\u0131 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 sa\u011fa-sola t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilirdim H\u0259min gec\u0259ni birt\u0259h\u0259r zar\u0131ldaya-zar\u0131ldaya ke\u00e7irdim. Bug\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r is\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n yuxudan erk\u0259n durma\u011f\u0131na baxmayaraq, m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Anam yen\u0259 tez-tez ota\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259lir, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rmanlar i\u00e7izdirirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss edirdim, amma \u00f6l\u00fcm bar\u0259d\u0259 fikrim is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dedim zarafatnan da olsa, bunu anama dey\u0259c\u0259m. Dedim \u201cay mama, d\u00fcn\u0259n n\u0259dirs\u0259, bilmir\u0259m, amma ilk d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259dim. Bezmi\u015f\u0259m bel\u0259 h\u0259yatdan. Allah niy\u0259 biz insanlara bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t verir, bilmir\u0259m d\u0259…\u201d Anam is\u0259 yar\u0131 zarafat, yar\u0131 ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u201cHara \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u0259n ad\u0259, maman d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da\u011f\u0131dar. Kimdir s\u0259ni \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoyan. S\u0259n\u0259 min d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m ki, \u00e7imib bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xma. S\u0259n\u0259 yaram\u0131r\u201d<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q ax\u015fam t\u0259r\u0259fi idi. S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7oxlu sayda telefon z\u0259ngl\u0259ri, sms-l\u0259r g\u0259lirdi m\u0259n\u0259. Ham\u0131 bayram\u0131 t\u0259brik edir, can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr arzulay\u0131rd\u0131. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 cavab vermirdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki, yat\u0131rd\u0131m, ay\u0131q olanda is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n telefonumu a\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131m ki, kims\u0259 bayram g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nim x\u0259st\u0259 ab-havam\u0131 duyub kefi pozulmas\u0131n. Ax\u015fam t\u0259r\u0259fi is\u0259 dostum Natiq G\u00fcl\u0259hm\u0259do\u011flu sms yazd\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259brik etdi m\u0259ni. Bir anl\u0131q ona z\u0259ng etm\u0259k ke\u00e7di k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n. Bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259, amma n\u0259s\u0259 o insanda bir m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259slik g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Siyasi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259yat t\u0259rzini q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, Natiq\u0259 baxanda bir f\u0259rqlilik v\u0259 ilahilik duyuram. Fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, o c\u00fcr insanlar\u0131n Allaha inanmalar\u0131na da he\u00e7 ehtiyac yoxdur. \u00c7\u00fcnki, onun ruhunda bir safl\u0131q var.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 is\u0259… El\u0259m\u0259 t\u0259nb\u0259llik, g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm Natiq\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259dim. Bir-birimizi t\u0259brik etdik. \u201cB\u0259y, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n. Bizl\u0259ri yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131san son vaxtlar. N\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir?\u201d dedi. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 bo\u011fu\u015fdu\u011fumu v\u0259 anam\u0131n say\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259zray\u0131l\u0131n cayna\u011f\u0131ndan qurtuldu\u011fumu bildirdim ona. \u201c\u018fzray\u0131la \u015feir yazanda, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n bet\u0259r olan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259nd\u0259, bilmirdin ki, ax\u0131r\u0131 bel\u0259 olacaq?!\u201d dedi v\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 bitirm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259y\u0259m. S\u00f6z verdiyim kimi 2011-ci il\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259dim. \u0130ndi 31 Dekabr 2010-cu il saat 23:40-\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rir. El\u0259 bu an anam ota\u011f\u0131ma daxil olub \u201cAtam, nec\u0259 hiss edirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcv\u00fc? B\u0259lk\u0259 zo\u011fall\u0131 \u00e7ay g\u0259tirim mama s\u0259n\u0259?\u201d Dedim \u201cG\u0259tir\u201d. Odur ki, siz bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanda m\u0259n \u00f6z \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259 olacam. Vallah m\u0259nim anam m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdir. \u018fzray\u0131l kimi sevimli bir m\u0259l\u0259k m\u0259nim anam\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259\u011flub oldusa, dem\u0259li m\u0259nim anam m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdir. \u018fslind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn analar m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdir. Allah analar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011f el\u0259sin! Sev\u0259k v\u0259 qoruyaq onlar\u0131!<\/p>\n

\u018fhm\u0259d<\/strong><\/p>\n

31 Dekabr 2010-cu il saat 23:43, Bak\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

… Yeni \u0130l gec\u0259si bu iki q\u00fcvv\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm-qal\u0131m sava\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar Bu m\u0259qal\u0259ni yazma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda q\u0259fild\u0259n saata bax\u0131ram. 31 Dekabr 2010-cu il saat 23:01-i g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Dem\u0259k olar ki, 2010-cu ilin son… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2110,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[90,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2106","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mullif-yazilari","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/anam-2.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2106","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2106"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2106\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12616,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2106\/revisions\/12616"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2110"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}