{"id":2100,"date":"2010-12-27T01:23:40","date_gmt":"2010-12-26T21:23:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2100"},"modified":"2020-03-12T15:11:34","modified_gmt":"2020-03-12T11:11:34","slug":"2010-dunyani-silk%c9%99l%c9%99di","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=2100","title":{"rendered":"2010 D\u00dcNYANI S\u0130LK\u018fL\u018fD\u0130…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"\"<\/a>…amma biz yen\u0259 ay\u0131la bilm\u0259dik!<\/strong><\/div>\n
2010-cu il… Astroloqlar\u0131n dili il\u0259 des\u0259k, P\u0259l\u0259ng ilini d\u0259 yekunla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131q. Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259ndir, amma insan q\u0259rib\u0259 m\u0259xluqdur. N\u0259 olursa, olsun, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 arzular, \u00fcmidl\u0259r v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ntil\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r h\u0259yatda. \u018fg\u0259r bunlar olmursa, dem\u0259li o insan he\u00e7 ya\u015fam\u0131r. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, d\u00fcz bir il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l, 2009-cu ilin dekabr ay\u0131n\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda yen\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. H\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm bar\u0259d\u0259, h\u0259m ail\u0259m bar\u0259d\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, m\u0259nsub oldu\u011fum \u00f6lk\u0259, mill\u0259t v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259t bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n planlar\u0131m, arzular\u0131m, h\u0259tta ist\u0259kl\u0259rim var idi.<\/div>\n
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Fikirl\u0259\u015firdim ki, \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131mda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fikl\u0259r ba\u015f versin – t\u0259hsil, elm, karyera sah\u0259sind\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r ir\u0259liy\u0259 add\u0131m ata bilim. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 Moskva kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil almaq, d\u0259v\u0259t olundu\u011fum elmi konfranslarda u\u011furla \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k, ill\u0259rdir yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m elmi v\u0259 publisistik kitablar\u0131m\u0131n n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, d\u0259rc olunmas\u0131 dururdu… amma t\u0259kc\u0259 bunlar\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fmirdim. Valideynl\u0259rimin t\u0259kidl\u0259 ail\u0259 qurma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259si d\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n planlar\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sdirirdi. 2010-cu ilin el\u0259 ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n qollar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rmalay\u0131b, h\u0259yata at\u0131ld\u0131m. \u0130lk g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yim i\u015f Moskvada q\u0259bul olundu\u011fum Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131 Prezidenti Yan\u0131nda D\u00f6vl\u0259t \u0130dar\u0259\u00e7ilik Akademiyas\u0131nda t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131m dururdu. Yanvarda d\u0259rsl\u0259rimiz ba\u015flad\u0131, mart\u0131n sonlar\u0131na kimi u\u011furla t\u0259hsilimi davam etdirib, b\u00fct\u00fcn imtahanlardan \u201c\u0259la\u201d qiym\u0259tl\u0259r al\u0131b, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Q\u0259rib\u0259si o oldu ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259nnl\u0259rd\u0259n \u201c5\u201d qiym\u0259t alan \u018fhm\u0259d n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l bildiyi Kibernetikadan \u201c3\u201d qiym\u0259ti ald\u0131. Buna \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb el\u0259dim. Yen\u0259 rus \u015fovinizmi burada \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Mill\u0259t\u00e7i bir rus m\u00fc\u0259llimi Kibernetika sah\u0259sind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir praktiki \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti olmayan sual ver\u0259r\u0259k, m\u0259ni susma\u011fa m\u0259cbur etdi v\u0259 qiym\u0259t kitab\u00e7ama \u201c3\u201d qiym\u0259tini yazd\u0131. Olsun! Boloniya sistemidir, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti ill\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259min qiym\u0259ti d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k imkan\u0131m var, deyib ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim. Amma Moskvada t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dig\u0259r m\u00fcsb\u0259t c\u0259h\u0259ti orada \u00e7oxlu sayda dostlar qazanma\u011f\u0131m oldu. H\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m da d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ruslar\u0131n, erm\u0259nil\u0259rin, \u00e7e\u00e7en v\u0259 l\u0259zgil\u0259rin, habel\u0259 dig\u0259r xalqlar\u0131n x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rini daha d\u0259rind\u0259n qavrama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma bu, son deyil… t\u0259hsilim h\u0259l\u0259 2014-\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259c\u0259k. Amma bir \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc c\u0259h\u0259t odur ki, h\u0259l\u0259 5 il Novruz bayram\u0131n\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259nda qeyd etm\u0259k n\u0259sib olmayacaq m\u0259n\u0259. Bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259ri Moskvada olacam.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

Mart\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda Bak\u0131ya g\u0259ldikd\u0259 art\u0131q ba\u015fqa \u018fhm\u0259d oldu\u011fumu hiss edirdim. Qar\u015f\u0131da \u00e7oxlu sayda elmi konfranslarda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259nilirdi. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, 2009-cu ilin dekabr\u0131nda planla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015fl\u0259ri bir-bir h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259kd\u0259 idim. Art\u0131q h\u0259yatda elm, t\u0259hsil, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat il\u0259 pul, var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t aras\u0131nda f\u0259rqin v\u0259 se\u00e7imin mahiyy\u0259tini anlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Pulum olmasa da, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 elmi konfranslara qat\u0131lmaq bar\u0259d\u0259 q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdim. Bir-birinin ard\u0131nca Kosovo, \u00c7ernoqoriya, Albaniya, Xorvatiya, Makedoniyada, habel\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin Manisa, \u00c7anaqqala \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 beyn\u0259lxalq elmi sempozyumlarda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131m oldu. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda silinm\u0259z izl\u0259r sala-sala gedirdi. Yeni tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qlar, yeni akademik dostlar qazanmaqda idim. \u00c7evr\u0259m daha intellektual insanlarla z\u0259nginl\u0259\u015firdi.<\/div>\n
Yay aylar\u0131nda da he\u00e7 dar\u0131xmad\u0131m. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 kifayat q\u0259d\u0259r istirah\u0259t ed\u0259 bildim. Sentyabr ay\u0131ndan is\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda daha m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli bir d\u00f6vr ba\u015flad\u0131… m\u00fc\u0259llimliy\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. 11 il t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetin\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi q\u0259d\u0259m qoydum. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 des\u0259m, bir q\u0259d\u0259r qorxu v\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259t var idi i\u00e7imd\u0259… bacarmaram, dey\u0259 \u0259ndi\u015f\u0259 ke\u00e7irirdim. Amma h\u0259r \u015feyin h\u0259yatda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r asan oldu\u011funu daxilimd\u0259 s\u00fcbut etmi\u015fdim. Bir vaxtlar alim olmaq, elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 qazanmaq kimi \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259ni ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 narahat idim. Amma add\u0131m-add\u0131m m\u0259qs\u0259d\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca, h\u0259r \u015feyin insan\u0131n \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259 oldu\u011fu q\u0259na\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259lirdim. Bir m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00e7ox raz\u0131yam. Ham\u0131s\u0131 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r savadl\u0131 v\u0259 bi\u015fmi\u015f insanlard\u0131r. H\u0259tta m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259qamlarda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn onlara layiq olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bar\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259r d\u0259 ke\u00e7irirdim. Amma m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi auditoriyaya daxil olduqda, h\u0259r hans\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259nin davran\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ki\u00e7ik bir x\u0259tan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, bir vaxtlar m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn bundan da b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259hvl\u0259r\u0259 yol verdiyimi v\u0259 \u00f6z m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t verdiyimi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 daxilimd\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdim.<\/div>\n
2010-cu il h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda bir f\u0259ls\u0259fi il kimi yadda qald\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, bu il m\u0259n n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, Az\u0259rbaycan d\u00f6vl\u0259ti t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n F\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 Doktoru kimi tan\u0131nd\u0131m v\u0259 bu elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259mi t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259n diplomumu ald\u0131m. Bu il m\u0259n \u00f6z-\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 bir \u015fairlik istedad\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff etdim. He\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim bir hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdi m\u0259nd\u0259… M\u0259n \u015feir yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, ilk \u015feirl\u0259rim k\u0259skin t\u0259nqid v\u0259 t\u0259hqirl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u0259n az\u0131ndan m\u0259n\u0259vi rahatl\u0131q tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rimin valdeynl\u0259rim, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n sevil\u0259r\u0259k qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm v\u0259 bilirdim. Art\u0131q xeyli \u015feirl\u0259rim d\u0259 var, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259rc etdirm\u0259yin tam zaman\u0131d\u0131r. Kitabdan s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n, bu ilin sonlar\u0131nda ilk kitab\u0131m \u2013 elmi monoqrafiyam i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ail\u0259miz, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z, el\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevinirdik.<\/div>\n
2010-cu il m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bir il kimi yadda qald\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm q\u0259d\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 daha \u00e7ox Az\u0259rbaycan adl\u0131 bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259ti, xalq\u0131, d\u00f6vl\u0259ti d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259 idim. Haradasa narahat idim, el\u0259 indi d\u0259 \u00e7ox narahatam. H\u0259m s\u0131ravi az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131n\u0131n maddi-m\u0259n\u0259vi durumu, sosial v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti, h\u0259m d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n inki\u015faf\u0131, Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259m\u0259si m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncinin h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc bu il boyu.<\/div>\n
Odur ki, 2010-cu ild\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm bar\u0259d\u0259 q\u0131sa m\u0259lumat verib ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevdiyim Az\u0259rbaycana. Bu ilin Az\u0259rbaycan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u011furlu oldu\u011funu dem\u0259k ist\u0259rdim, amma dilim qatlanm\u0131r n\u0259s\u0259. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u0259n az\u0131ndan Da\u011fl\u0131q Qaraba\u011f h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bizim deyil v\u0259 bu yax\u0131nlara kimi bizim olaca\u011f\u0131na inam\u0131m yoxdur n\u0259s\u0259. \u018fksin\u0259, m\u00fct\u0259madi olaraq, c\u0259bh\u0259 x\u0259ttind\u0259 at\u0131\u015fma s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidilir, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r veririk. Amma yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik… bilmir\u0259m n\u0259yi?! M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovun g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi \u015f\u00fcca\u0259t \u0259slind\u0259 bu g\u00f6zl\u0259nti qatar\u0131n\u0131 darmada\u011f\u0131n etm\u0259li oldu\u011fu halda, bizl\u0259ri daha da arxay\u0131n sald\u0131… Yen\u0259 ard\u0131-ard\u0131nca \u015feirl\u0259r, kitablar, \u0259fsan\u0259l\u0259r, filml\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kildi o M\u00fcbariz insan haqq\u0131nda. Amma m\u0259n \u0259min\u0259m ki, M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimov bu \u015f\u00fcca\u0259ti onun haqq\u0131nda hans\u0131sa kinonun \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, xalq\u0131 q\u0259fl\u0259t yuxusundan oyatmaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc etmi\u015fdi. Amma biz yen\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259ti se\u00e7dik. Q\u0131l\u0131nc yen\u0259 q\u0131n\u0131nda qald\u0131. M\u0259ni t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259ndir\u0259n bir d\u0259 o oldu ki, M\u00fcbarizin \u015f\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6z \u00e7\u0131xarlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn istifad\u0259 ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 tap\u0131ld\u0131, h\u0259m f\u0259rdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 toplum hal\u0131nda. Bu il art\u0131q siyasi \u0130slam Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 daha k\u0259skin v\u0259 s\u0259rt yumruqlar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu, Az\u0259rbaycan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn mesaj idi. Az\u0259rbaycan separatizm v\u0259 radikalizmin bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Az\u0259rbaycan b\u00f6y\u00fck oyun\u00e7ular\u0131n toqqu\u015fma meydan\u0131na \u00e7evrilm\u0259kd\u0259dir.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n \u0259slind\u0259 din\u0259, ibad\u0259t\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 deyil\u0259m. H\u0259tta m\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar m\u0259ni bir inancl\u0131 insan kimi xarakteriz\u0259 edirl\u0259r. Allaha v\u0259 Ona sitayi\u015f ed\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn dinl\u0259r\u0259 inanc\u0131m var. M\u00fcs\u0259lmanl\u0131q, xristianl\u0131q, y\u0259hudilik \u2013 bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 t\u0259k Allahl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn dinl\u0259r m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259bul olunand\u0131r. He\u00e7 bir halda radikall\u0131\u011fa, cinay\u0259t\u0259, f\u0131r\u0131ldaq\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, separatizm\u0259 yol verilm\u0259m\u0259yin t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131 olmu\u015fam. \u0130ndi d\u0259 bu fikrin da\u015f\u0131y\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olaraq qal\u0131ram. Eyni zamanda h\u0259r hans\u0131 dinin zorla q\u0259bul etdirilm\u0259sinin d\u0259 \u0259leyhin\u0259y\u0259m. Amma Az\u0259rbaycanda bunun i\u015fart\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259m \u0130slam zorla q\u0259bul etdirilir, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u0130slama qar\u015f\u0131 zor t\u0259tbiq etdirilir. H\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f zor, insan irad\u0259sin\u0259 zidd f\u0259aliyy\u0259t n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirir. M\u0259n inanm\u0131ram ki, Allah ona zorla inand\u0131r\u0131lanlara bax\u0131b sevinsin. M\u0259n \u0130slam\u0131 sev\u0259-sev\u0259 q\u0259bul edir\u0259ms\u0259, bundan g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259s\u0259 ola bil\u0259rmi, \u0259c\u0259ba?! Q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259n is\u0259 qoy dinsizliyinin, inams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u201cfayda\u201ds\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. Onun i\u015fin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmaq, ona c\u0259za k\u0259sm\u0259k n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 do\u011frudur ax\u0131?! N\u0259 is\u0259… saatlar, h\u0259tta g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 bitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k bir m\u00f6vzudur. S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn can\u0131 odur ki, \u0130ran ba\u015fda olmaq, imperialist d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycanda m\u00f6vcud v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u00f6z xeyrin\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Sad\u0259c\u0259 A\u015fura g\u00fcn\u00fc Bak\u0131n\u0131n Nardaran q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n m\u0259rasiml\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n \u201cYa Mehdi! Ya Mehdi! \u0130raq v\u0259 \u018ffqan\u0131stan – Ya Mehdi! Ya Mehdi! Livandak\u0131 Hizbullah – Ya Mehdi! Ya Mehdi! Bir d\u0259 ki, \u015eeyx N\u0259srullah – Ya Mehdi! Ya Mehdi!\u201d \u015f\u00fcarlar\u0131 art\u0131q h\u0259y\u0259can t\u0259bili idi. Bu, \u0130slamdan siyasi m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259r namin\u0259 istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan separat\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259 terror\u00e7u q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rin Az\u0259rbaycan d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u00e7iliyin\u0259 vuraca\u011f\u0131 z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rin ilk h\u0259ml\u0259l\u0259ri idi. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki, Nardaran aksiyas\u0131ndan sonra bu m\u00f6vzuda n\u0259s\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etm\u0259k yersizdir.<\/div>\n
2010-cu il \u00f6lk\u0259miz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 u\u011fursuz oldu ki, \u00f6lk\u0259 insan\u0131 \u00f6z mahiyy\u0259tini, \u0259slind\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 malik oldu\u011funu 07 Noyabr se\u00e7kil\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirmi\u015f oldu. Se\u00e7kil\u0259r\u0259 haz\u0131rl\u0131q d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 edil\u0259n t\u0259hqirl\u0259r, \u00f6zl\u0259rini demokratik q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259r adland\u0131ranlar\u0131n ey\u015f-i\u015fr\u0259t mac\u0259ralar\u0131, televiziyadak\u0131 se\u00e7ki t\u0259bli\u011fat\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda \u201cziyal\u0131lar\u201d\u0131n birb\u0131r\u00e7\u0131 davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131, se\u00e7ki g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131nal\u0131q v\u0259 se\u00e7ki \u00f6nc\u0259si durum Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259slind\u0259 2010-cu ild\u0259n he\u00e7 bir \u015fey qazanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015f oldu. Burada h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f \u2013 konkret olaraq, siyasi iqtidar v\u0259 siyasi m\u00fcxalif\u0259t \u00f6z m\u00f6vqeyini ortaya qoymu\u015f oldu. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu faktorlar b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fckd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 bir add\u0131m da geri salm\u0131\u015f oldu. Xarici m\u0259tbuat da h\u0259r v\u0259chl\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n beyn\u0259lxalq imicin\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259 vurmu\u015f oldu. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 kim itirdi? Yen\u0259 d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan, onun xalq\u0131 v\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131!<\/div>\n
Amma yen\u0259 \u00fcmidliyik. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00fcmid sonda \u00f6l\u00fcr deyibl\u0259r. Odur ki, Yeni \u0130l \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 yen\u0259 sa\u011fl\u0131qlar, tostlar deyil\u0259c\u0259k, arzular s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k. Yen\u0259 Qaraba\u011f\u0131 Allahdan ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik, yen\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr, can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 dil\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik. Bax, budur bizim faci\u0259miz! Vuru\u015fmaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259, Allahdan Qaraba\u011f ist\u0259m\u0259k. Allaha inanmay\u0131b, onun buyurduqlar\u0131na \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259yib, Ondan n\u0259s\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259k. Bax, budur bizim faci\u0259miz! M\u0259nal\u0131, d\u0259y\u0259rli, ziyal\u0131cas\u0131na m\u0259d\u0259ni \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259, ham\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k v\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011f olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir. He\u00e7 kim \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir. Ham\u0131 100 il ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir. Bu, h\u0259m faci\u0259dir, h\u0259m d\u0259 ars\u0131zl\u0131q! Allah\u0131n haram buyurdu\u011fu araq bad\u0259sini qald\u0131r\u0131b Allahdan n\u0259s\u0259 dil\u0259m\u0259k! \u00d6lm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259yib, Qaraba\u011f\u0131 geri ist\u0259m\u0259k!<\/div>\n
\u018fslind\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z qorxuruq \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n! Ham\u0131m\u0131z itirm\u0259y\u0259 qorxuruq! Amma anlam\u0131r\u0131q ki, \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 bir \u015feyimiz yoxdur, el\u0259 itirm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259. \u00c7oxdan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 itirmi\u015fik!<\/div>\n
Bizd\u0259n can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 alma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u018fzray\u0131la n\u0259yimizi ver\u0259c\u0259yik, bax, bunu anlamaq ist\u0259rdim. Amma m\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 qorxmuram \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n. \u00c7\u00fcnki, Allah\u0131n \u0259mridir, bunu blir\u0259m v\u0259 raz\u0131yam bununla. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u018fzray\u0131la \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc tutub deyir\u0259m ki, m\u0259ni bu h\u0259yatda Haqq olan \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 qorxutmas\u0131n, m\u0259ni \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259r olan pislikl\u0259rl\u0259 qorxutsun! M\u0259n el\u0259 bundan qorxuram v\u0259 bu qorxumu bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn bundan \u0259vv\u0259l yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirimd\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259yan etmi\u015f\u0259m:<\/div>\n
\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 c\u0259za k\u0259sm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n,<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 dostumun x\u0259yan\u0259tin,<\/div>\n
\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259min odunda,<\/div>\n
Yand\u0131r\u0131b, k\u00fcl edib, yaxmaq ist\u0259s\u0259n<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 namusunu, ar\u0131n\u0131<\/div>\n
Be\u015f manata satan anan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 dil\u0259n\u0259n,<\/div>\n
O azya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259xlaqs\u0131z\u0131n birinin<\/div>\n
\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b xalqa \u0259xlaqdan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 yaran\u0131r sevgi,<\/div>\n
Nec\u0259 sevir insanlar bir-birini?!<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 nifr\u0259tini<\/div>\n
B\u0259sl\u0259yib, sevir\u0259m dey\u0259ni g\u00f6st\u0259r!<\/div>\n
G\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ail\u0259sini mill\u0259t<\/div>\n
Evinis\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n sanan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r!<\/div>\n
\u018fzray\u0131l, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc deyil,<\/div>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259r olan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r!<\/div>\n
V\u0259ss\u0259lam! \u00c7al\u0131\u015faq, bir az mill\u0259t olaq! He\u00e7 olmasa, 2011-d\u0259…<\/div>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eahidov<\/strong><\/div>\n
27 Dekabr 2010-cu il, saat 01:15, Bak\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

…amma biz yen\u0259 ay\u0131la bilm\u0259dik! 2010-cu il… Astroloqlar\u0131n dili il\u0259 des\u0259k, P\u0259l\u0259ng ilini d\u0259 yekunla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131q. Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259ndir, amma insan q\u0259rib\u0259 m\u0259xluqdur. N\u0259 olursa, olsun, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 arzular, \u00fcmidl\u0259r v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ntil\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9826,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[90,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mullif-yazilari","category-article"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/shahidov9.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2100"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12617,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2100\/revisions\/12617"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9826"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}