{"id":1537,"date":"2000-07-28T01:43:53","date_gmt":"2000-07-27T21:43:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=1537"},"modified":"2010-07-28T01:50:54","modified_gmt":"2010-07-27T21:50:54","slug":"ziyar%c9%99timi-q%c9%99bul-eyl%c9%99-ay-allah","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=1537","title":{"rendered":"Z\u0130YAR\u018fT\u0130M\u0130 Q\u018fBUL EYL\u018f, AY ALLAH!"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Bug\u00fcn ayaq bas\u0131ram m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir torpa\u011fa,<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim tir-tir \u0259sir, yaman h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yam.<\/div>\n
Raz\u0131yam da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k oturma\u011fa,<\/div>\n
Ey m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s Allah\u0131m, s\u0259nin h\u00fczurundayam.<\/div>\n
\u00c7ox g\u00fcnahlar \u00a0i\u015fl\u0259yib, nahaqqa haqq demi\u015f\u0259m,<\/div>\n
G\u00fcnahs\u0131z insanlar\u0131n m\u0259n haqq\u0131n\u0131 yemi\u015f\u0259m,<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni sevir\u0259m deyib \u0259slind\u0259 sevm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<\/div>\n
S\u00f6z verir\u0259m bir daha g\u00fcnah etm\u0259r\u0259m, vallah<\/div>\n
Ziyar\u0259timi q\u0259bul eyl\u0259, ay Allah!<\/div>\n
Son g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259sim pulda v\u0259 \u015fan-\u015f\u00f6hr\u0259td\u0259,<\/div>\n
Ham\u0131dan \u00fcst\u00fcn olmaq v\u0259 \u00e7oxlu var-d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259,<\/div>\n
Qoy \u0259zim insanlar\u0131, saxlay\u0131m \u0259sar\u0259td\u0259<\/div>\n
Bu idi m\u0259nim m\u0259qs\u0259dim, h\u0259yatda g\u00fcc m\u0259nb\u0259yim.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 gizl\u0259dim ki, S\u0259nd\u0259n, do\u011fru deyir\u0259m vallah,<\/div>\n
Ziyar\u0259timi q\u0259bul eyl\u0259, ay Allah!<\/div>\n
\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259dir s\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 yax\u0131nam, s\u0259mimiy\u0259m,<\/div>\n
S\u0259nin \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tini bug\u00fcn duymu\u015fam h\u0259l\u0259.<\/div>\n
Art\u0131q d\u0259yi\u015fib d\u00fcnyam, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/div>\n
Daha tam ba\u015fqa \u018fhm\u0259d olacam bundan bel\u0259.<\/div>\n
Bilmir\u0259m h\u0259yatda g\u00fcnah\u0131mm\u0131 \u00e7ox,<\/div>\n
Xeyir i\u015fl\u0259rimin say\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7oxdur?!<\/div>\n
Bir t\u0259k inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m S\u0259nin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/div>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa dinim, iman\u0131m yoxdur.<\/div>\n
Bilir\u0259m, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan da,<\/div>\n
B\u0259nd\u0259sini \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259 S\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 olar, l\u00fctf eyl\u0259, o hikm\u0259tind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla S\u0259n m\u0259ni, m\u0259th\u0259m\u0259tind\u0259n<\/div>\n
Bir damla pay g\u00f6nd\u0259r m\u0259nim q\u0259lbim\u0259<\/div>\n
Sa\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n, yay\u0131ls\u0131n sevgin ruhuma,<\/div>\n
Q\u0259lbim d\u0259, dilim d\u0259 qoy Allah desin,<\/div>\n
E\u015fitsin dostlar\u0131m, qoy ham\u0131 bilsin!<\/div>\n
Sonad\u0259k ba\u011fl\u0131yam m\u0259n Allah\u0131ma!<\/div>\n
D\u00f6nm\u0259r\u0259m bu yoldan sonad\u0259k, vallah<\/div>\n
Ziyar\u0259timi q\u0259bul eyl\u0259, ay Allah!<\/div>\n
Dua eyl\u0259yir\u0259m \u00fcz tutub S\u0259n\u0259,<\/div>\n
E\u015fit mill\u0259timin haqq sora\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u018fzilir, ki\u00e7ilir mill\u0259tim yen\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u0130tirir g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn \u00f6z torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/div>\n
Gedib \u018frd\u0259bilim, gedib T\u0259brizim,<\/div>\n
Qalmay\u0131b \u015eu\u015famda, La\u00e7\u0131nda izim<\/div>\n
Raz\u0131yam, al\u0131ns\u0131n o torpaqlar\u0131m,<\/div>\n
S\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcm Qaraba\u011fa lap dizim-dizim.<\/div>\n
Ax\u0131 o torpaqlar bizimdir-bizim.<\/div>\n
Biz n\u0259 i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131y\u0131q, n\u0259 qatil vallah,<\/div>\n
Dualar\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259bul eyl\u0259, ay Allah!<\/div>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<\/strong><\/div>\n
10 \u0130yul 2010-cu il, saat 03:41<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bug\u00fcn ayaq bas\u0131ram m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir torpa\u011fa, \u00dcr\u0259yim tir-tir \u0259sir, yaman h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yam. Raz\u0131yam da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k oturma\u011fa, Ey m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s Allah\u0131m, s\u0259nin h\u00fczurundayam.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seirlrim"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1537"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1537\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}