{"id":1393,"date":"2000-06-10T02:09:22","date_gmt":"2000-06-09T22:09:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=1393"},"modified":"2013-04-15T00:53:00","modified_gmt":"2013-04-14T20:53:00","slug":"yen%c9%99-s%c9%99nsiz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/?p=1393","title":{"rendered":"YEN\u018f S\u018fNS\u0130Z"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/0Z_Z_s-v1WM?rel=0\" height=\"488\" width=\"650\" allowfullscreen=\"\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 s\u0259nsiz, yen\u0259 t\u0259nha oturmu\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni tez-tez xat\u0131rlay\u0131b, ist\u0259yir\u0259m sevgim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131m gedim yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, g\u0259lim s\u0259ni g\u00f6yd\u0259 tap\u0131m<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rin qisas\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n al\u0131m.<br \/>\nBir \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb oturmu\u015fam sakit-sakit a\u011fac altda,<br \/>\nYarpaqlar\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 deyir, duyamm\u0131ram<br \/>\nX\u0259yallar\u0131m uzaqlarda, hey axtar\u0131r, g\u0259zir s\u0259ni<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizliyin yuxusundan ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, oyanm\u0131ram.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bu yuxudan oyan\u0131m ki, yoxsan art\u0131q,<br \/>\nYoxdur m\u0259nim rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, yoxdur xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyim art\u0131q.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 bacarm\u0131ram, \u0259vv\u0259lki t\u0259k olamm\u0131ram,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizliy\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, ki\u00e7ilir\u0259m, he\u00e7\u0259m art\u0131q.<br \/>\nYad\u0131ndad\u0131r, bir g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng etmi\u015fdim?<br \/>\n\u015eirin yuxudan oyad\u0131b, \u201cS\u0259ni sevir\u0259m\u201d demi\u015fdim.<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k sevgim\u0259 eyni cavab\u0131 vermi\u015fdin.<br \/>\nB\u0259s n\u0259 oldu, niy\u0259 art\u0131q h\u0259min s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131r?!<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 art\u0131q \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub g\u0259z\u0259 bilm\u0259yim ki?!<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 daha g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcb doya bilm\u0259yim ki?!<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 bizim x\u0259yallarda qurdu\u011fumuz da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n ki?!<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 iki sev\u0259n g\u0259ncin e\u015fq yollar\u0131 ayr\u0131ls\u0131n ki?!<br \/>\nBu niy\u0259l\u0259r, bu suallar yorub art\u0131q, yorub m\u0259ni<br \/>\nS\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00e7ay da soyuyub, ist\u0259mir ki, i\u00e7im onu<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259mir ki, soyuq olan dodaqlar\u0131m buz ba\u011flas\u0131n.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 yolda\u015f olub g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259 ya\u015f a\u011flas\u0131n.<br \/>\nA\u011faclar da bezim m\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259ni q\u0259mgin g\u00f6rm\u0259yind\u0259n<br \/>\nBudaqlar da boynu b\u00fck\u00fck, az qals\u0131n ki, yer\u0259 d\u0259ysin<br \/>\nA\u011flamaqdan lap bezmi\u015f\u0259m, unutmu\u015fam \u0259traf\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nE\u015fitmir\u0259m n\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131n, n\u0259 d\u0259 yarpaqlar\u0131n s\u0259sin.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015feir h\u0259sr ed\u0259m<br \/>\nAmma \u0259ll\u0259rim titr\u0259yir, yazamm\u0131ram bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259.<br \/>\nYazamm\u0131ram yoxlu\u011fundan, yazamm\u0131ram s\u0259nsizlikd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn bel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259li olan o \u018fhm\u0259din<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rdir ki, h\u0259sr\u0259t qalan sevgisind\u0259n, hissl\u0259rind\u0259n.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n \u015feir ist\u0259y\u0259n dost, dedikl\u0259rim \u015feir olsun.<br \/>\nNakam qalm\u0131\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, da\u015fa d\u0259ymi\u015f bu sevgini<br \/>\nDinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, oxuyanda qoy s\u0259nin d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn dolsun.<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011fla m\u0259nim kimi, bu d\u0259rdim\u0259 g\u0259l \u015f\u0259rik ol,<br \/>\nSaf duy\u011fuyla sevgi ya\u015fa, s\u0259n d\u0259 sevil, sev m\u0259nim t\u0259k,<br \/>\nM\u0259n sevgid\u0259 nakam oldum, s\u0259n is\u0259 sev v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt ol!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fhm\u0259d \u015eAH\u0130DOV<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong> 10 \u0130yun 2010-cu il, saat 02:58, Bak\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yen\u0259 s\u0259nsiz, yen\u0259 t\u0259nha oturmu\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, S\u0259ni tez-tez xat\u0131rlay\u0131b, ist\u0259yir\u0259m sevgim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00c7\u0131x\u0131m gedim yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, g\u0259lim s\u0259ni g\u00f6yd\u0259 tap\u0131m S\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rin qisas\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n al\u0131m. Bir \u00e7ay&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1393","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seirlrim"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1393","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1393"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1393\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1393"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1393"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.shahidov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1393"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}